Chapter 84

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Ross -( broke down crying more and more ) please
Laura - Ross there's nothing to say " please " about , I already told you I will never go back to you
Ross - you have to believe me , that picture is fake I swear Laura , please believe me , please !
Laura - bye Ross ( walked away )
• back on the tour bus •
Ross-( ran into the the tour bus ) WHERE IS HE
Riker - who ?
Rocky -( walked in eating a bag of chips ) hey riker can y-
Ross - YOU SON OF A BITCH ( tackled rocky ,punching him over and over again ) I HATE YOU , YOU RUINED MY LIFE WITH THAT FAKE PICTURE
rocky - shut up its not like you care about her
Ross - not like i care ? Really rocky ? Really ! I care so Fucking much about Laura that I want to die right now , because of what she told me , god dammit rocky , she told me she never loved me that she was just using me the whole time , then she walked out on me , do you have any idea how that feels
Rocky - Ross I-
Ross - I don't need nor want your excuses rocky I'm in enough pain as it is , and it's all caused by you and that stupid picture you made up ! Why don't you just stay out of my love life , and better yet my personal life as well ,I get that you love Laura but I do too rocky and a lot more than you , so just never talk to me again , I can't stand you right now !
Rocky - Ross I'm sorry
Ross - sorry ? Sorry ! Sorry isn't gonna cut it this time Rocky , Laura said words to me that were so painful to hear , and so unforgettable, and you know what she walked out on me , and now I have no idea where she is , so how am I supposed to know if my baby is okay ?? Rocky don't you see how much you truly hurt me , this isn't a game the love of my life doesn't love me anymore , do you know how much that hurts ???
Rocky - Ross that's not true , she still loves you like you still love her , I'm stupid for thinking I could change that I'm sorry
Ross - no she doesn't rocky , she said the words to me and they were clear ,very clear , she said " well Ross just know I don't love you anymore . I never did . I used you like you did me . " and rocky those god damn words keep repeating in my head over and over again and each time my mind replays that moment it hurts a little more
Rocky - Ross stop crying
Ross - I can't because I lost Laura for something I didn't even do , I understand I messed up in the past and I still feel horrible about that , till this day those moments , and those memories haunt me , but Laura forgave me for that , don't you see I'm never "okay" without her in my arms , I love her . I truly love her !
Rocky- Ross I truly am sorry for what I did , I didn't mean it
Ross -( rolled his eyes , still crying ) whatever ( walked out of the tour bus)
Riker - Ross where are you going ?
Rydel - Ross
Ross's POV
I was walking . I didn't know where to yet , but I knew I would end up somewhere , someplace . I could here my siblings hollers and screams for me to " come back " in the background . I ignored them and just kept walking . The pain grew more and more by the second tears pouring out of my eyes , my knees getting weaker , and suddenly I couldn't here my siblings anymore , and I couldn't here the voices in my head telling me to "turn around and go home" anymore . I couldn't hear anything . I closed my eyes letting my feet make my decisions for me , suddenly I stopped , I slowly opened my eyes as my vision and hearing started to slowly come back , but the pain was still there , it never left . I looked around to see where I was and I was on a bridge , with a freeway full of cars below me , I knew what my body wanted me to do , and I wanted it too , the words Laura had said kept replaying over and over again in my mind "I don't love you anymore , I don't love you anymore , I don't love you anymore ." And those words just killed me more inside , I closed my eyes , then slowly opened them , taking one last good look at the world , I took a deep breath , the first in a while and ironically probably the last....ever  , knowing nobody would miss me , no one even  cares , I bent my knees and began to lean forward . this was it . I was gonna do it . Goodbye world . Goodbye fans . Goodbye music . Goodbye family . Goodbye Laura . Goodbye everything good in my life . Goodbye...forever
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Hey guys I'm so sorry I didn't update for two days !😬I've just been really busy . I WILL UPDATE LOTS TOMORROW😍😉Anyway how did you like this chapter ? Please comment and vote⭐️💬. I'm sorry for what is happening , but you know me , useless senseless drama leads to more useless senseless drama😏😉😉! And that drama is coming to you sooner than later 💖💖. I mean come on , so you guys really think I'd kill Ross off, nah he's too rossome 😉😂, anyway goodnight 😴🌙💤😘, bye loves 💛❤️!
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