Hidden passions raura

Chapter 140

Ross - Laura  do you ever want children with me ?
Laura - what brings up this question ?
Ross - I don't know , it's just every time I close my eyes I see little raura babies running around
Laura - Ross of course I want babies with you , you are my fiancé but I'm not ready .
Ross - will you ever be ready ?
Laura - of course I will Ross , you just have to be patient
Ross - your no fair
Laura - Ross I'm only 19 years old
Ross - so . Your turning 20 in three months
Laura - yea . I'm just not ready to have a baby Ross . I'm sorry
Ross - you don't need to be sorry Laura I understand .
Laura - thank you Ross .
Ross - Laura ?
Laura  - yea .
Ross - does this have anything to do with me  losing my virginity to Tori
Laura-Ross , the plan was to lose our virginities together but no your ass had to go off and cheat on me because in your words " I'm so sorry Laura I was bored "
Laura's POV
When I said that to Ross , I saw his whole face drop and his eyes saddened . Shit . What did I do , I was about to speak but Ross shook his head a tear trickling down his cheek . What have I done ? I didn't even mean what I said ? But why would I say that ? Knowing Ross was insecure about being my boyfriend , he literally tried to kill himself twice because of me ... for me .
Laura - Ross I'm so sorry , I shouldn't have said that and I don't mean it and I swear it wasn't like that-
Ross cut me off
Ross - it's fine laur . I'm not mad I get it . Just I need to be alone
Laura - no ! I'm not leaving you alone so you can go hurt yourself because you and I both know that is what you are planning on doing .
Ross shook his head and walked right out the door . What have i done . Ok Laura breathe you can do this just breathe . Go outside and just go talk to him . I looked at the clock 3:00 pm . Shit Ross hasn't eaten anything all day , I made Ross a sandwich and walked outside .
Laura - eat this
Ross - I'm not hungry
I sat down moving a piece of his hair out of his face , he tried to hide his smile but he didn't do a very good job .
Laura - Ross you haven't eaten anything all day , please eat it , for me
I gave him my best puppy dog eyes and I saw him look away . I smiled knowing he was about to cave .
Laura - Ross I promise Tori isn't the reason I'm jot ready . My sister , had sex with the first boyfriend she had , she thought that was her love . He left her the never Day . I know you love me  and I love you , I know your not using me , but I want to make sure I'm ready . She was absolutely heart broken . You have to understand
I told Ross as he took a bite out of his sandwich .
Ross - Laura its fine . I'm sorry for acting the way I did . I get it .
Laura - I'm sorry too Ross .
Laura - tell you what . When we get married and have our honeymoon , then I promise we will do it the first night of our honey moon .
Ross - Laura ...you don't have too , a honeymoon means love not
It was my turn to cute him off
Laura - uh-buh -buh -buh I want to , Ross I love you
Ross - I love you too more then anything
This boy . He always knows how to make me smile . That's one of the reasons I love him so much .
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