I'm so fucked up. Today I didn't want to go to school. I wouldn't be able to handle it. So I pretty much poisoned myself so I could stay home. I took four ibuprofen with barely a sip of alcohol. I felt like I could vomit any second, so it did it's job. It wasn't necessary, I could have just said I feel sick and my uncle would have let me stay home, but I don't think that would be fair. If I'm going to stay home 'sick' then I should at least be sick.
If this is how I deal with my problems then I'm doomed.
