You wouldn't care if I died,would you?no,thought not.
I don't think people Understand when they say 'I wish I was dead' how much I think about that everyday,every night,every second.
I do,nobody knows that though,I mean no one,I can't tell them.
They know nothing,I don't express my feeling to them.
I'm a fuck up.
I can't do right and I feel the need to constantly please people,I'm a cunt.
Fucking paranoia.
Do u know how much I fucking hate this,I hate this,everything.
Throw me in a pit and leave me to rot,it's where I belong.
I'm disgusting.
I can't look at myself,I stand there crying looking at this ugly piece of shit staring back at me,scratching away at my fat horrible skin.
What even am I?a Monster?!yes.
I'm my worst enemy.
They think I'm fine,I'm not fine.
I'm broken,u can't fix me,seriously,I'm broken.
Stupid mucked up girl.
Kill yourself,now.
Why don't I just do it?!
I hate school.
I hate life.
It's full of Demond's taking over me.
There wining,I'm dying.
I'm ill,that's what they say to me.
Ill.
This is just like a disease.
'Your not gonna get better blue,there's no magic spell darling,you need to get yourself out if his with my help' she says.
I'm in a hole,I'm stuck,help me get out?
PLEASE IM FUCKING DYING IN HERE
WHY CANT ANYONE FIX ME,I WANT TO LIVE AGAIN
OR JUST DIE,die,die.
Maybe I should,I've tried,I failed,I fail at fucking everything.
I self harm,no one knows,even though I've done it since I was 10.
I use to not eat,I do now,but I have a toothbrush,it's useful for other things besides brushing your teeth.
I'm fat.
I get so angry.
LET ME DIE.
