I don't want to let my friends down.
Thank u guys so much for helping me,I'm not gonna get better I won't,but your trying and that's all I can wish for.
I do want to die p,it's the truth if someone told me they could kill me,I would t say no.
I want to die.
But I want to make sure your all safe first,that you'll all be okay.
Perry just gave me a letter it made me cry,she wants to help me,I just can't be fixed.
I'm broken,I am a brokenchild.
I can not be fixed,even though everyone trying to help me,makes me happy.
Thanks so much guys.
I wish I could just get better,there's only one way out though.
Death and that's the thing I'm choosing,I'm fighting for survival with myself.
Im not winning but I am.
I'm going insane.
I'm sorry for letting everyone down.
I'm sorry for being so ugly.
Sorry for being a dick,sorry for whatever I'm going to do.
I need to get out of here,it's no use.
Pull me out this hole,please fucking help me.
U can't save me though,I'm already dying.
Im so fucking sorry.
Mark
Sussie
Perry
You 3 are trying so hard,I'm sorry I'm letting you down.
Lilly I know u can't see this but thank u for understanding me xxx
Lucy I know ur trying too thank u so so much,I see ur comments I just don't know how to reply.
I love you all,it's not your fault don't ever think that.
I have to much in my head,I'd be better dead.
