It's that feeling when u wake up in the morning
The pain fro yesterday
The sickness of what today will bring
My anxiety is kicking in
I'm scared about school,it turns out okay I'm happy,they all think.
I'm sat here staring at myself in the mirror I'm a monster,disgusting and worthless.
I need to get changed hide my horrific body.
I hope one day my scares will resemble the battles I one,not the ones I'm loosing.
I hope that I'll survive,I also I hope I die,soon.
Will u miss me?
Will your life be the same?
Will busses still work?
Will ur phone still have signal?
Will the shops close down?
Nothing's gonna change there will just not be a me,that's not much a problem is it?
No.
I'm just a Kidd who's living a fucking nightmare.
I'm crying,lying and slowly dying.
My anxiety makes me sick.
Looking at myself right now makes me want to rip my skin off.
I hate my life,kill me.
Please.
I'm gonna go find my mask the one that hides the pain the one that makes me happy.
It's
All
A
Lie
IM SORRY
