I didn't go to school today.
I was ill,even though I'm ill anyway,mentally.
I've been dizzy and faint.
I've been thinking all day,planning.
I've only got one person to make happy.
I'm worried about what this will do to them,leaving them behind.
I'm sure they'll be fine,it's just me.
I know my plan.
My friend thought I killed myself last night,i didn't,I failed.
Again.
I will not leave without saying goodbye anyway even if uri nt get that till the next day,I will write a note to all my friends.
I never want to be known as the girl who killed her self more as e girl who found her way home.
Do u ever feel like everyone hates you,I do.
My brother told me to take an overdose the other day,it made me chuck my phone.
It made me cry because he dose not realise how much I want too,no one understands.
My friends are reading this,they know who I am,why am I still writing?
Maybe Because I want them to know how I feel,but I don't.
I'm fucked up.
I am a fuck up.
This story is called fix me,how can u fix something that's been broken so many times.
I'll update again later,I'm sorry
