I made it through last night.
I walked about,went to my tree,I stared at it and thought it myself about attempting again,I didn't have the things on me,sadly.
You know who I am,that looser,black hair,fat,chubby,massive cheeks,I smile a lot don't i?
Ha.
Im lying to you,ahah ahhh,happy,what even is that word,I've forgotten.
It's all fake baby,I'm not real,underneath I'm dying and you know it.
Who am I even talking to,I told u I'm mental.
I'll never tell anyone who I am on this account,I don't want anyone to ever find out,they'll hate me,they'll know everything,everyone will.
You reading this will judge me,you will.
I could try tonight,I'm going to,this is so stupid,I can't cope with living it's a fucking trap,fucking stupid trap.
My friends hate me.
My family despise of me.
So much it looks like I'm leaving my home.
I just want it die
Let me go.
I'm in a hole,a fucking hole,it's dark,I'm scared.
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One more cut into my thigh to just make sure I still exist.
I'm so fucking ugly.
