Hannah's Pov
We make our way to the door by stumbling.
I search for my keys and open the door.
It's dark in my house and I'm trying to find the light to turn it on.
But before I could turn it on, Grace lifts me onto the counter and kisses me....hard.
As she lifts my shirt off, I make my way to her back and unzip her dress.
We make our way towards the bedroom and she lays me down.
She's on top of me now, straddling me.
I feel her lips making her way down my neck to my chest.
I instantly get butterflies.
I think I'm in love with her.
She makes me feel so good. And she's always there for me.
But I'm not so sure if she's ready for this.
We are pretty drunk and I want our first time to be special.
I'm not sure if I'm ready either.
"Grace..." I whisper.
"Yeah babe?" She says as she leans in to kiss me again.
I stop her and put my finger on her lips.
"Look, I really want to do this with you but we're drunk and I'm not sure that we're ready." I say.
She looks sad.
"Oh. I mean we've been together for like 4 months and it hasn't happened yet." She says disappointedly.
"I know but I don't think it's a good idea. I'm sorry Grace." I say.
"Ok."
She rolls off of me onto the space next to me.
She looks really disappointed.
"Hey hey hey it's ok hun." I say taking her hand.
She just smiles and looks at me.
She probably thinks she did something wrong.
"You did nothing wrong baby, I'm just not ready is all." I say stroking her hair.
"I know." She says.
"You're quite beautiful ya know." I say.
She turns her head again and smiles.
"Why thank you. You're not too bad yourself..." She laughs.
"Hey!!" I say as I'm tickling her.
"Stop it! Stoppppp!" She says through her laughter.
I stop.
"There's that laugh that I love." I say.
She blushes and turns over on her side.
"Goodnight Hannah." She says.
"Goodnight Gracie." I say.
'God I love you' I think.
Suddenly Grace turns around and gives me the biggest smile I've ever seen.
"What?" I giggle.
"You just-" she stops and stares at me with shock.
Shit. I said it out loud. I said that I loved her out loud. Oh my gosh.
"Y-you just said that you loved me!" She says.
I stay silent.
She looks so happy though so I smile.
"I always have Grace." I say.
"I love you too." Grace says.
"I've been wanting to tell you for like a week now but I was afraid you weren't gonna feel the same way." Grace says.
"Of course I feel the same way! I always have!" I say.
She continues to just stare at me with that smile.
Her smile drives me crazy.
I decide to turn around before I pounce on her again.
"What? No goodnight kiss?" She says.
I turn around and kiss her.
"That's better." She says.
I turn back around and feel her arm wrap around my waist.
This is perfect.
