Hey guys! Bad news... I'm running out of ideas. But I may think of some but if I don't get suggestions or don't think of any, I'll have to end it. Which doesn't seem like a bad thing because I'm on chapter 33 but I don't know, I feel like I've just started and I don't wanna end it yet. :(. Don't worry, I won't kill off one of them.... Or will I? You'll just have to wait and see....hell, I'll have to wait and see, I don't even know how I'm going to end this to be honest. Anyway, thanks for the votes and comments are always suggested! Enjoy! Ps. This is a long chapter.
Mamrie's Pov
Grace told Hannah and I about how she's discovered that she is, in fact bisexual.
Hannah chuckles when Grace reveals.
"What?" Grace asked.
"Well..... Seeing that you're with me, a woman, I think we already knew Gracie." Hannah says.
"Ok ok, I was just clarifying." Grace laughs a little.
"So, guys. I hope you don't mind me asking, but when do you guys plan on telling your fans about you guys?" I ask nervously.
Grace's face drops.
Fuck.
"Ok, I'm sorry. Too soon. I get it." I say.
"No, it's fine. Um we haven't really talked about it, but hopefully soon?" Hannah looks at Grace as if asking if her statement is correct.
Grace hesitates.
"Oh, um I thought they already knew?" Grace stuttered.
"Well we haven't really made it official and people still think that the picture was photoshopped." Hannah says.
Grace nods but looks very worried.
I shouldn't have said anything.
I walk over next to Grace and pull her into a hug.
"It's ok Gracie, I'm sorry I brought it up." I say squeezing her tight in my arms.
She starts to fidget a little with her fingers.
"No. I'm sorry. I should be ok with this by now right? I mean it's been like 9 months that Hannah and I have been together. I don't know why I'm not." Her voice shakes.
"No, not necessarily. People take different amounts of time to do things." I say.
I look at Hannah for some help.
She doesn't say or do anything.
I give her look saying "what the hell" and she gave me a blank stare, shrugging.
"Grace, can you give me a minute?" I ask.
"Um, yeah sure." She says.
I take Hannah's hand and lead her into the kitchen.
"Ok, what's wrong?" I ask, staring directly into her eyes.
"I-I just want to tell people, I want our fans to know, I want to express my love to her in public and everything." Hannah says.
"I know Hannah, but she's not ready. Did you not see what her 'fans' said about her? That was part of the reason why she....ya know." I say.
"Yeah I know, it's just been so long. Mamrie, did you know that we still haven't like had sex? It's been 9 months and we haven't done it. If she wants to wait, then that's fine but I want her to tell me, so I know from her that she isn't ready." Hannah says.
Oh damn, I didn't know that.
"Ok, well it sounds like you need to talk to her, I'll leave." I say.
She nods and I hug her.
We walk back into the living room.
Grace is very fidgety and shaky.
Hannah gasps and whispers to me "she's having withdrawal. I'll tell her you said bye."
I nod and walk out.
Fuck.
I caused Grace to have an anxiety attack and withdrawal.
Why did I have to ask?
Hannah's Pov
Fuck.
She's having one of her attacks again.
I come up behind her and wrap her up in my arms.
"Shhh- babygirl it's ok." I kiss her temple.
She starts to cry into my shirt.
"Hannah...I'm sorry, I'm sure you're sick of this by now." Grace whispers.
"No it's ok just breathe ok? Everything's gonna be ok. I love you." I say.
Eventually, she falls asleep.
Fuck, I really have to talk to her.
