Hey guys! So bad news....well good news for me but I'm going to Europe for Spring Break. I'm leaving on Friday and coming back the Monday after Easter so that's like 10 days.....so, obviously I will not be able to update or anything.....I'm going to miss reading some fanfics on here but hopefully by the time I get back, there will be bunches of them for me to catch up on. So yes, this might be my last update for awhile, maybe I'll update tomorrow too, no promises though. PDA means public display of affection....just a heads up. Ps I hope I come back to many comments and messages :). Until then, see ya. I love you. Enjoy!
Hannah's Pov
Mamrie, Grace and I are discussing VidCon since it's coming up in a few weeks.
Grace is basically sitting on my lap on the chair and Mamrie is on the couch.
"You two are so fucking cute." Mamrie says.
"Why thank you Mames, you're not too bad yourself." I wink.
"Whatever!" Mamrie crosses her arms and pretends to pout.
"Do you think other people will think were cute?" Grace asks.
Mamrie looks a bit confused.
"Are...what are you planning?" Mamrie asks.
"Well....we're planning on basically PDAing at VidCon, ya know, to let people know it's real." I say.
Grace nods.
"Awwwww you guys!!!! That's gonna be great!" Mamrie grins.
"Ya think so?!" Grace asks, sitting up, overly excited.
"Yeah dude! Not that I'm not happy that you're happy, but like what changed your mind Gracie?" Mamrie asks.
"Well I thought about it more and like what's the worst that could happen? Everyone hates me and they don't support us and I lose my subscribers? Psh who cares? I'll still have you guys! I'm tired of hiding and pretending to be someone I'm not." Grace says.
"Honey, I don't think they'll respond that way." I say, taking her hand.
"Well I'm just saying, if they do, I won't care." Grace says.
After a few hours Mamrie leaves and we're feeling confident about VidCon.
I'm sure that our fans will support us.
If they don't, they're not real fans.
Simple as that.
Mamrie's Pov
When I get home I decide to call Jason.
I haven't gotten around to calling him for months.
Well, no, the truth is, I've been avoiding it.
I don't want to but he's called me multiple times asking if Grace was ok when she was in the hospital and he begged for me to call him.
I'm finally feeling brave enough to.
If my best friends can come out, then I can do this right? It's simple.
Ring
Ring
Ring
Ri-
"Hello?"
It's him.
He picked up.
I don't know what to say.
"Um.. Hello? Mamrie?" He says.
"Uh yeah, sorry. Um hi.... How've you been?" I ask, trying to make a normal conversation.
"I've been um to be honest, I miss you. I think about you everyday Mamrie. Now you just decided to call me, months later all of the sudden? Why?" He asks.
"Yeah... Sorry I haven't responded to your messages. I was pretty upset. Well I am pretty upset. Anyway, Grace is fine now, don't worry." I assure him.
"I heard what happened. I can't help but feel like it was my fault..." Jason lowers his voice.
"No no. It's not your fault. She had been, ya know, suicidal for years now. It's not your fault." I say.
"Oh. Ok." He says.
"So listen, Jason, wanna like meet up somewhere? To talk?" I ask.
"Yeah sure, our coffee place?" He asks.
"Yes. Be there in 10." I hang up.
Our coffee place.
Ours.
The one we shared so many memories in.
The one where we would get the great lattes for cheap.
The one where he kissed me.
I mean like really kissed me.
The one where we held hands for the entire time we sat there, just talking.
Our coffee place.
Ours.
