Hannah's PovAs I dial 911, I'm trying to wake her up.
I slap her face lightly but she doesn't wake up.
"Gracie, sweetie talk to me! Please! Wake up." I shout.
911 operator: 911, what's your emergency?
"Uh my girlfriend tried to commit suicide! She's unconscious. She overdosed and is losing blood!" I say frantically.
911 operator: ok I need you to calm down and focus. Is she breathing?
I check quickly.
I'm relieved.
"Yes! She has a pulse!" I say.
911 operator: ok good job sweetie, you're doing great. What medication did she take?
"Um she took some of her pills for her depression." I say looking at the label.
911 operator: ok do you have any idea of how many she took?
"Um well the bottle was never opened because she said she recovered and about half the bottle is gone." I say.
911 operator: ok. I'm going to need you to force her to throw up ok?
"Ok."
I open her mouth and force her to throw up the pills.
"Ok done. She's still not awake." I say.
911 operator: ok. I need you to go flag down the ambulance, they're right around the corner.
"Oh my gosh, thank you so much." I hang up.
I find the ambulance and start waving them down.
"Where is she?" A woman says as she's leading a gurney into the house.
"Uh bathroom. Right around the corner to your left." I say.
I'm shaking.
I peek in to see them pumping oxygen into her.
She's rushed into the ambulance and taken away.
I run over to the police officer who was about to follow the ambulance.
"Um sir? Is she going to be ok?" I ask.
I'm a mess but I'm sure he understands.
"Well she has a pulse and hopefully the pills are out of her system, but she's lost a bunch of blood since the cuts were so deep. I'm so sorry ma'am." He says.
I continue to cry.
"Can I get her name please?" He asks.
"Uh sure, Grace, Grace Helbig." I say.
"Ok thanks. Would you like a ride to the hospital?" He asks.
"Yes please." I say as I'm getting into the car.
It was the longest car ride of my life.
It occurs to me that I should call Mamrie since I'm supposed to be at her house for breakfast.
"Mamrie? Meet me at the hospital. Hurry." I cry.
"Hannah what is it? Are you ok?" She's worriedly asks.
"No. It's Grace." I hang up.
I arrive at the hospital around the same time as the ambulance.
I see her being pulled into the hospital.
I over hear the doctors talking.
"What's happened here?" The doctor says rushing to her side.
"Attempted suicide. Over dose and self harm." She says pointing to her wrist.
"How many pills?" The doctor asks.
"Unsure but her girlfriend forced her to throw up some but some may still be in her system. Extreme loss of blood, doctor." She says.
They rush her into another room.
I hear someone collapse behind me.
It's Mamrie.
She must've seen what just happened because she's sobbing uncontrollably.
I join her and hold her in my arms.
We both sit there just crying our eyes out.