Hartbig Chapter 32

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Hi! I'm not gonna make this intro long like last time. This chapter might be a little boring but whatever. Enjoy!

Hannah's Pov

Grace started therapy and she's doing well.

She does have nights where she has withdrawal and breaks down but the amount of nights that happens is getting smaller and smaller.

She's much more smiley now, which I love.

We haven't cleared up the twitter thing yet but we will eventually.

Grace isn't getting hate anymore which is great.

Mamrie and Jason haven't talked but Mamrie said that she planned to soon.

Grace keeps apologizing to Mamrie, as always. But Mamrie got over it, she can't stay mad at Grace for anything. She hasn't been able to since she met her. She cracks within a few days. It's quite funny, actually.

Mamrie, Grace and I decide to go shopping and get lunch.

After lunch, we're walking towards the store Pacsun.

A young lady walks out and smiles at us, as if to say hello.

Grace blushes when the girl smiles.

As the woman walks past us, Grace looks behind and just looks at the girl for a few seconds.

Grace turns back around.

Grace keeps walking as if nothing just happened.

Mamrie and I exchange a look and start laughing hysterically.

"What? What's so funny?" Grace asks.

"You!" Mamrie laughs.

"What did I do?" Grace laughs.

"You totally just checked that girl out!!" I say.

I'm still laughing hysterically.

"What?! I was not!" Grace shouts.

"Oh yes you were." Mamrie giggles.

"Fuck you guys! I was looking to see where she got her shirt, it was nice." Grace responds.

"Oh and just looking at the shirt, tells you where she got it?" I ask.

She gets red again and just says "whatever" and flips them off.

I nudge Grace's shoulder and chuckle.

She looks at me.

"So you like girls now?" I ask with a smile.

"Whatever. We'll talk about this later." She shrugs.

"What?? Fuck you guys. I wanna know!" Mamrie shouts.

"I know I meant that we'll all talk about this later."Grace says.

"Oh. Good. Because just because y'all are dating, doesn't mean you get to get away from this." Mamrie points to herself.

We all laugh.

"And what can I say? I'm attracted to blondes." Grace winks.

She puts her arm around me.

Can she be any more adorable?

Grace's Pov

It's kind of great having a girlfriend who doesn't get jealous because seriously, that girl earlier, was hot.

Hannah doesn't get mad because it's not like I went up to her and asked for her number, I just acknowledged that she was attractive.

Me, on the other hand, I'm a different story.

I get super duper jealous of anyone that flirts with Hannah or even just smiles at her.

Girls are always all over her and I constantly have to walk up to Hannah and put an arm around her just to tell the girls that she's with me.

But, Hannah loves me and that's all that counts.

I've been seeing that therapist and she's been helping me a lot with my depression.

I've talked to her about everything, which is weird because I can never open up to people so quickly.

I think it's because I know she won't judge me.

I've talked to her about Hannah and how happy she makes me.

One day, she asked me the obvious question:

"So, you're not attracted to any other girls except Hannah? Is that what you're saying?"

I had to think about that one for a second.

"No, actually, that's not what I'm saying. I actually am attracted to girls." I said with disbelief.

"Is it just hitting you?" Dr Lucas asked me.

"Um uh yeah....maybe I'm bisexual? I don't know." I said.

"Well, it's ok to be bisexual." She said.

"Yeah, yeah I know but I just never realized it." I said.

I never told Hannah about that therapy session. Although, I'm certain Hannah could care less.

I'm pretty sure she already knows though, because of the way I acted around that girl today.

Oh well.

I'll tell Hannah and Mamrie tonight.

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