Love At First Hate

Chapter 7 ~ Wont Say Im In Love

Chapter 7 ~ Won't Say Im In Love

*Zayn's POV*
Tell me. How would you feel if someone you got along with (for at least a short period of time) would completely ignore you? Harsh right?

I'm in Science class and instead of having Lauren as my partner I have Veronica. Veronica is one of the girls that is so shy, you'd be surprised if she says hi.

Lauren talked to the teacher and moved seats. I know what I did in the past was wrong. Totally wrong. But I regret it. I really do, but she can't seem to get that through her head. She's so stubborn. Can't she see I've changed? Well not completely, but I won't hurt her again.

I felt a vibrate coming from my back pocket and I was confused. Who would text me in the middle of class? I took out my phone and read the message.

From// Selena
Meet me at the restroom. We need to talk. Urgent!!!! xx

I rolled my eyes, this chick can't leave me alone. Would I rather stay and have no clue of what the teacher is saying or go to the hall and talk. Hmm talk.

To// Selena
Ok wait a sec... (Better b good)

I raised my hand and waited for the teacher to spot me.

"Yes Malik?" She said as she adjusted her reading glasses.

"Can I go to the restroom?" I asked.

"I don't know can you?" I scoffed as everyone laughed.

"May I?"

"Yes." I got up and walked out of the door. I walked down the hall hearing my own footsteps wondering what was so 'urgent!'

I turned a corner and spotted Selena. She turned around and automatically smirked. I walked closer to her and sighed.

"What." I said.

"I needed to tell you something." She said as her smile faded. I leaned on the door and crossed my arms signing her to go on.

"Well I bumped into Lauren and she explained to me about being friends again. She said Liam came here too..."

"I know that already." I answered her as I rubbed the back of my neck. Just the mention of her name, makes me want to turn back time.

"I did answer rudely. I mean she's just so annoying and that is the reason I left her. And you came here just because you were tired of bullying her and to you know."

"That was it?" I asked. This is taking too long and the teacher might send someone to come fetch me.

"No...."

"Then? C'mon Selena hurry up, spill it." I said becoming more impatient. Her little smile crept onto her lips.

"I was wondering..." She stepped closer to me and played with the strings of my hoodie.

".. If we could you know.. come back together?" God she won't stop will she.

"Selena I said no. You broke up with me. And we shouldn't be together anymore. Like ever." I said truthfully.

"Let me guess, you're falling for someone else?" She asked looking at me straight in the eye. Wow. She can be frightening at times.

"N-No."

"You stuttered! Who is it? Who's better than me?" She asked getting louder. I shushed her.

"It's no one you'd care about!"

"Daisy?"

"No."

"Samantha?"

"No."

"Adriana!"

"No!"

"Umm... wait a second... Lauren?" Those words went through me. Stabbing me. Do I really have feelings for her? Do I? I, myself haven't even asked me this.

"N-no!"

"You stuttered! You like her! So you choose her over me? That's the reason we left the fucking school in Miami! So we could date!" She said getting more and more furious.

"N-no it's not true! I do not li-"

"Okay then..." She said wiggling her eyebrows. What is she up to.

"If you don't like Lauren. Prove it." She said as she bit her lip. I don't like that evil stare she's giving me.

"How do I even have to pro-" I was interrupted as I felt those familiar lips on mine. I tried to pull back put she pulled me in with her hands as she tugged the hoodie.

She then moved her hand up to my head where she began to play with my hair. I don't like this one bit. I tried to keep her tongue on her mouth but failed.

My weakness is when girls bite my bottom lip. They use that to enter my mouth and she knew that very well. She smiled in the kiss in pleasure. She's the only one enjoying this.

The kiss seemed to last forever and it wouldn't stop. I opened and eye to see her closed eyes. I rolled mine and tried to pull away but couldn't as she tugged on my sweater again.

Her tongue tried to play with mine and this seemed different. I then thought if this great idea.

If I give her what she wants (the kiss) she'll leave me alone! That's it!

I grabbed her by the waist and pinned her to the other door. She broke the kiss with a smile, starred at me and kissed me again.

I went on with the plan and began to kiss her back. Our tongues danced with each other and I wanted this to be over. If I wanted that I had to make it seem real.

I broke the kiss and moved to her neck. I began to leave small kisses and get to her sweet spot for this to be over. it's like a nightmare. I began to gently suck her neck and she moaned with pleasure. There you go!

She then went back to my lips were she seemed happy. Although this one seemed stronger and hungrier.

"Zayn you're taking too lo-" A familiar voice was heard from behind us and my eyes widened. I pushed Selena off of me as I saw us. I was leaned on the sink and she was practically over me.

I could see Selena smirk and Lauren's eyes filled with different mixed emotions. I got closer to Lauren and she strapped back.

"It's not what it looks like." I said looking at her in the eye. She seemed hurt?

"Let's go." She said and began to walk.

I messed up big time.

*Lauren's POV*
I could hear giggles and as I got closer to the restroom they got louder. I shook it off and walked.

"Zayn you're taking too lo-" I stopped on my tracks as my eyes saw what was going on.

Zayn and Selena making out. In front of me. As soon as Zayn heard my voice he stopped and pushed away Selena.

I felt this strong stinging pain coming from inside if me. I don't know what it is. But it sure is bothering me.

Selena then put on a smirk and Zayn looked at her. The moment he took a step forward I took a step back.

"It's not what it looks like." He said. I felt the urge to slap him across the face and I don't know why.

"Let's go." I said and walked away, him following behind. That's when I realized something about this situation.

I was mad. Angry. Them kissing practically making out. It bothered me. Do I..? No no no.

Well yeah? In the beginning of the school year yeah I fell for him. Liam then told me what was wrong and I remembered. He hurt me in the past. But even though that happened I had this tiny part of my heart saying I like him. But my head said to ignore him.

But no. I just won't.

I won't say I'm in love.

A/N
Here ya go! What do you think of this chapter! It's crazy, right? I was writing it and I was like damn this is good! Haha!

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