Love At First Hate

Chapter 28 ~ Everything Is Wrong

*Lauren's POV*

Weeks passed in a blink of an eye and today was the most beautiful April morning. Today was Logan and I's three month anniversary. I remember our first kiss, we.. well I was nervous and I felt awkward leaning on the hospital bed.

Just on cue Logan's name appeared on my phone screen as it vibrated causing it to buzz on the nightstand.

From Loggie/ Get ready Lauren, taking you out tonight at 2pm, happy anniversary baby  <3

I smiled and texted back with an okay and the monkey emoji. I felt kinda weird today but I shrugged it off. It was eleven and I had to start getting ready, Logan was such a gentleman and was just adorable. So I didn't want to look like a mess.

I went to my closet and hummed to the song of Lana Del Rey. Twirling my fingers as I looked around the closet, will you still love me when I'm no longer young and beautiful. I said in my head.

My hands stopped and my eyes layed on a black leather jacket with that hypnotizing cologne he'd wear, why do I have Zayns jacket in here? My hands felt warm as I touched it, my heart began to flutter and I bit my lip. I should return it to him one day, but we haven't talked so what's the point.

*Zayn's POV*

"Really Zayn! Ugh I can't stand you!" Selena yelled for the 2,753,828,628th time. I ran a hand through my hair and sighed.

"Then leave." I said, and the door was slammed, she got mad at me once again. She wanted me to do something extraordinary today. She said she wanted me to take her out to a date to a fancy restaurant but I couldn't right now. I had to give my mum some money to help her out with paying for some bills.

I walked to the bathroom. And looked at myself in the mirror, I look like a mess. I opened a draw and was looking for the gel but instead I found a rubber band, I knew it wasn't mine because I can't tie my hair into a ponytail.

It was Laurens rubber band in my bathroom cabinet. I held it up and sighed. Sadly, she's in love with someone else, and that's all that I know for sure. I miss the sound of her voice, and the way her hand held mines. But I knew I didn't deserve her, or that's what I thought.

Lauren was now happy with someone else,and I had to start accepting it.

My phone rung and I answered it without checking the caller ID.

"She said yes mate!" I recognized Harry's voice and I furrowed ny eyebrows.

"To what?" I asked confused.

"Prom, it's in a month, you need to catch up Zayn." I hung up before he could say anything else and looked at the rubber band and put it back in the draw. I'm all by myself, I wish life was just easy, I wish I could just call her, but I was such a coward.

My fingers scrolled through my phone and my eyes landed on her name. I still had the picture of us as her contact photo. We were so happy, and it all ended. I wish I had the guts to, but I put the phone down and walked away from it.

*Logan's POV*

Lauren and I were at our date, it was amazing. It was a small picnic at the beach, all I wanted was to be with her to watch the sunset and feel the change in the weather, it was beautiful but she was more beautiful. Watching her smile, was better than a gold nugget. But I felt guilt. I won Lauren over, the wrong way. Selena and I made them seperate for our greed, and I know the moment Lauren finds out she'll hate me, and it kills me.

I just don't want to let her go, because my happiness will die. I always see her when I close my eyes, I need her in my life. I love her, I'm in love with Lauren Jauregui.

"What's wrong Logan." She asked as her eyes shone in this beautiful shade of the sunset.

"Nothing." She turned around and looked at the sunset. Lauren looked more beautiful than ever, she didn't know what was really going on, all she knew was that Zayn broke up with her and he has moved on. But then I said it, I whispered it to myself, everything is wrong.

A/N: really short update I'm sorry guys. I promise the rest will be really good. so now Logan is feeling guilty about that trap and Lauren is hidden from the truth, while Zayn has some feelings from her :( it's all kinda confusing and entertaining for you guys, I think idk.

QOTC: should Logan tell Lauren already or do y'all want to see what happens along the story with the trap Selena and Logan made?

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-Sam xx