Love At First Hate

Chapter 33 ~ Confession

*Zayn's POV*

"I heard you were dating this beautiful girl named uh... what was it?" She asked, combing her hair into a ponytail.

"Lauren, her name is Lauren." I smiled as she looked at me through the mirror.

"Yeah! I saw your lockscreen, she has amazing eyes." Safaa gushed, and hopped off the stool walking over to me, and sat by my side, as mum cooked in the kitchen.

"How can someone THAT pretty like my ugly wugly brother." She laughed as I shoved her playfully. "I'm playing." She giggled and punched me lightly on my arm.

"When do I get to meet her." She questioned. "Soon, and I promise you'll get along." I answered her.

"I hope, because I can see you really like her. Hey can I be a bridesmaid?" She laughed, slapping her knee. "Okay what evs." We laughed and then I heard female screams. That belonged to my sister and mum, something loud crashed and boom everything went black.

Sweating, I woke up and began to cry. Why did she die so young, my younger sister, I had an empty feeling in my heart. She wanted to meet Lauren, I made her a promise that I'll never be able to return.

Checking my phone it was 3:47am, I looked up at the sky and whispered to her hoping she was listening. "You'll meet Lauren, I promise you."

*Lauren's POV*

It's three in the morning and all I've done is cry and think. How did this happen. He either wants me or he doesn't, he can't have his cake and eat it too. I need to know. But with this I think it's pretty clear.

I just don't get it. Its so strange how the same face that made you smile also made you cry. Its hard. Monday he gave me flowers, we were okay. But Today I don't even know who he is anymore. Will he make me smile or bring me sorrow. It's like one day he woke up and didn't like me anymore.

From Logan/ i love you i sware

Pfft. How could he love me if he's with someone else, maybe someone even prettier and skinnier and nicer and everything that isn't me. I began to cry, bawling my eyes out. No you don't!

My phone began to ring, Logan, I declined his call and put it down so I could keep crying and let it all out. Again he called.

The way my hand shook made it harder to reach my phone. I was just tired and wanted to end this right away. Pressing the phone on my ear and wiping some tears I answered.

"I'm sorry Lauren, it doesn't seem like that. I love you and you know that. I'd do anything for you-"

"Yeah right."

"It's true Lauren, god why can't you believe me. I'd do anything for you, just just don't leave me. I won't mess up again I need you." Logan hiccups as he waited for a response.

"I can't anymore, it's it's over. This wasn't right of you I hate you! How could you do this to me? I HATE YOU!" I yelled at the top of my lungs not caring if my parents heard, if the neighbors woke up, or if the whole continent of Australia heard me, I needed to take this out. "DONT EVER COME BACK AND DONT DARE TALK TO ME AGAIN. I HATE YOU. EVER SINCE YOU AND SELENA CAME INTO MY LIFE ITS NEVER BEEN THE SAME. IT WAS OKAY, MY RELATIONSHIP BEFORE WAS OKAY MAYBE EVEN BETTER THAN OURS HE WOULD NEVER TREAT ME LIKE THAT. I HATE YOU, LOGAN!"

"OH SO NOW YOU BRING UP ZAYN? WELL GUESS WHAT IF HE NEVER GAVE UP EASILY ON YOU I WOULD HAVE NEVER HAD THIS CONVERSATION WITH YOU. DON'T BRING UP THE PAST LAUREN." I heard him sigh and move around at the other end. My eyes were full on watery and red. "Just stay with me."

"No." I said calmly, as somewhere in me this pain was stinging to be felt, demanding to be felt.

"I knew this thing would never work out." I heard him say under his breathe. I didn't think if it much and wiped my tears with my wrist.

"It's over Logan."

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A/N: I'm so sorry it took long to update, my sister was using my phone and idk it started to glitch and it deleted this chapter and the next one so now I have to rewrite it.

It wasn't good as the original though. So I found it kinda sucky :(

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