Love At First Hate

Chapter 21 ~ Liar Liar

*Lauren's POV*

I got home and walked past my mom. I nodded as she greeted me home. Not feeling like talking either.

From/ Bestie Sel
Hey Laur :) wyd xx

I went into my room and locked the door. I threw my backpack to the corner and threw myself on my bed.

To/ Bestie Sel
Nothing just thinkin

From/ Bestie Sel
About Zayn ;) lol jk. Can't believe you guys broke up. Tbh You guys were cute together

I laughed at her text. Yeah 'cute' that lasted like what almost a year? Guess our infinity didnt last long. Why am I quoting Hazel Grace? Um okay back to my topic...

To/ Bestie Sel
Yeah but now he's a total ugh

From/ Bestie Sel
He's a total D?

To/ Bestie Sel
Lol yeah, I just didn't wanna use tht word. U know its nice talking to u again Marie

From/ Bestie Sel
Mhm there's a party Friday night wanna come? We're going its gonna b sick! !

To/ Bestie Sel
Idk ill tell you by Wednesday :) bye xx

I sighed and laid down on my bed. I don't really wanna go to the party. It's kinda scary.

Maybe I should call Camila and ask her if she wants to come!

I got the house phone and dialed Camila. If she goes so will I,that way I won't be the only one that's nervous.

"Hello?" I was about to speak till I remembered. We're not in speaking terms right now. "Anyone there?"
I clicked the end call button.

I literally feel empty. No one to talk to. I even stopped using my Instagram, Tumblr, Facebook and Twitter. No one that knows me well. My boyfriend broke up with me the same day my Best Friend got mad at me.

All I did was not defend her. Is it that bad? Am I really self-centered? A neon book caught my attention.

I reached for it and placed it on my lap. I read the title 'Memories With You'. I rolled my eyes I WAS supposed to give this to Zayn for our One year anniversary but guess that won't be happening anymore.

I opened the page and looked at the first picture.

A picture Camila had taken. It's me and Zayn at the fountain. Our backs are facing the camera and my head is leaning on his shoulder while his hand is resting on my hips.

'He'll never know the way he makes me feel. He is the first flame that makes my stomach burn in bliss. When he smiles I smile too. I don't imagine a world with out him. And I would never want to be in one. As long as were together Anything is possible. I love you to pieces. I love you Zayn xxx'

I cried as I was halfway. How could I be so happy with him. He made me feel loved, happy, that I belonged. And in a matter of minutes he shuts me out.

I flipped the page and saw another.

He took this one with my phone. It's a picture of me and him. Like a selfie. I'm kissing him on his cheek while he's smiling. His eyes look kinda close due to his big smile. His tongue between his teeth.

'I love you so much Lauren I can't thank you enough for coming to my life. If I had one wish, it would be to spend my whole life with you -Zayn'

I cried more. He didn't really write it in my scrapbook. He wrote it on a napkin the day we went to In-N-Out.

He said he loved me and such. I guess I really messed this up. And I'm never getting him back.

I cried and cried. The salty liquid entering my mouth.

I threw my book across the room and it hit a wall. "Liar." I whispered. I bet he never meant any of it.

*Selena's POV*

"I don't think this is fair anymore. We really ruined them don't you think?" He said for the millionth time. I rolled my eyes at him. He's such a whimp.

"Logan, do you want to date Lauren or not?" I asked him as I put aside my phone. He's always over thinking.

"Yeah, but not this way." He said biting his lips.

"Lauren hates Zayn now. You have no competition. It's easy you date Lauren and ill be dating Zayn. Understand?" I said. He nodded. He's always chickening out and I always pull him right in.

"What if she doesn't want to go to the party?" I sware are we playing ask Selena 20 Questions?

"Oh trust me she will." I laughed. This is great.

*Zayn's POV*

"Calm down mate." Niall tried to comfort. I have never cried for a girl. EVER! Lauren just, when I realized I literally dumped her I began to regret it.

I feel lonely and depressed. Usually when I would brake up with some one for example Selena id be either angry or relieved. But I would never cry.

"I can't calm down Niall. She's hanging out with Selena. Don't you remember shes the one who made me like this? Angry all the time." I said.

"But you should move on or at least try to talk to her." Niall said.

"You really think so?" I asked. I think she should make the first move. I was the one to make the last. So if she really wants this relationship to go on again she needs to start speaking.

"I don't know. I mean she's hanging out with Selena and just..."

"Zayn Malik are you afraid to give a girl another chance?" He asked. I, myself hadn't asked this question. It's different with Lauren, but she's the one who made the mistake not me so I'm not the guilty one.

"No it's just that I said my word. I just want to see how long she can last without me. I'm keeping my word." I said and exited the living room.