Love At First Hate

Chapter 41 ~ Sparks Fly

*Zayn's POV*

"Lauren hurry up." I groaned and put my head on her door. She was taking too long to change. She closed the door and I was just waiting for her in her hallway. We were only going to Panda Express.

"Baby are you okay?" I asked. I did not get a response so I opened the door and poked my head into her bedroom. "Lauren what's wrong?" I asked with my eyes closed of course.

"You can open your eyes." She responded. I closed the door behind me and walked to her as she stared at her reflection.

I wrapped my arms around her waist and kissed her head. "Are you okay?" I asked and she just kind of immediately came back to Earth.

"Uhm," she cleared her throat,"yeah let's...lets go."

"What's wrong?" I asked her with a frown on my face, I knew she wasn't okay, I felt it.

"Nothing it's just something stupid." She shrugged and walked away from my arms. I furrowed my eyebrows and caught her wrist. What's with her?

"Lauren you know nothing that you say or worries you will ever seem stupid to me. Come on you can trust me after all." I saw some doubt in her green eyes and she sighed as she walked to the mirror.

I watched as she turned to her side and placed a hand over her small belly.

"I-I've gained some weight, even though I've tried losing it. I don't feel comfortable with myself, and I feel that if I tell anyone they will just say I'm some sort of attention seeker looking for empathy." She said softly barely audible.

Sadness over came me to think that my girl wasn't accepting her flaws that didn't seem that much important to me at all. I came closer to her and put my hands on her arms.

"Look at those gorgeous green eyes of yours, look how they shine. You are perfect to me." I honestly said. "You are beautiful, intelligent, amazing, loving and caring. Everyone wishes to have a girl just like you. But you know what? There is only one girl like that and she is currently in my arms. That girl everyone desires to find some day is right here with me, best part of it all? I am the lucky one to be able to call her mine."

I put my hand under her chin and made sure she faced me. "I am able to tell her that I love her each day I am able to see her. The girl and I have gone through rough times but we over came it together. This girl is my world, my everything." I paused.

She parted her lips to speak but I placed a finger over her soft pink lips.

"And I ask this wonderful girl to stop over thinking about herself. I want her to stop looking at that mirror that will never ever define who she is. Because something the mirror doesn't show is who she is inside. Who she is to me, most importantly. That mirror will never show all the wonderful things she is made of." And all these things I was saying were true, all I knew right now was that my heart was expressing itself and I could not stop it.

"So I want her to know that I am here for her. That I will always listen to her and will remind her that she doesn't have to seem perfect, I will remind her just how unexplainably marvelous she is to me. That in my eyes she will never be anything less." I wiped away her tear and leaned closer to her. "And I never feel alone when I'm with her, she is so special to me. And I want her to know that I truly love and adore her."

"I love you too." She whispered.

I leaned my head into hers and lightly brushed my lips against hers just to tease her and make her smile. "Zayn," she whined with pleading eyes,"kiss me."

"I will not reject that offer." I laughed and placed my parted mouth on hers. I moved my hand to her chin and slowly let them shut. I felt sparks fly and I knew that moment that I loved this girl and would do anything to protect her. I knew we were meant to be together.

At the beginning of it all, all I wanted to do was change her perspective of me,from  the hate that eventually changed into this thing called love. And today, right now. All I want is to one day be able to change her last name. Because I love this girl. My amazing, green eyes.

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A/N: and that my friends, is the end of this Zauren fanfiction. i just hope that you all enjoyed it and would like to say thank you to everyone to took time to read this book kind of thing.

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