I closed my eyes and kissed him back. Our lips moved in sync. Kissing someone had never felt like this. It felt right, this is gonna sound extremely cliche, but I swear I felt sparks when we kissed.
Harry and I. Harry and I... Wait. HARRY AND I?! This is the same Harry who's left scars on me and now I was kissing him?!
Suddenly I pushed him away from me. He asked concerned "Whats wrong?"
I yelled "What the hell! Why would you kiss me?!"
Harry replied while running a hand through his hair "You were freaking out and crying. I didn't know what else to do! I hate seeing you like that. I just, I don't know why I did! But you can't say that you didn't feel something when we kissed!"
I had felt something, but I wasn't gonna tell him that. I lied "I have no clue what you think you felt, but I think you should go."
Those big, green eyes stared at me again. I forced myself to look away. Harry sighed "Okay. I'll go. But we're heading back on tour in 3 days and we'll be gone for about 6 months. It would mean a lot to me if you could come say bye."
Trying to hide all emotion in my voice, I stated "Don't hold your breath on that."
Harry looked at me once more before eventually leaving and shutting the door behind him. I waited until I heard his footsteps fade, then I laid back on my bed and stared up at the ceiling.
My brain was glad Harry left and was even happier that he'd be leaving soon, but my heart was screaming at me to go after him.
I sighed loudly and pulled my blankets over my head. My brain and my heart were ready to start a war over what I should do about Harry.
And frankly, I had no idea which side would win.
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Teen FictionSeventeen year old DJ has never been really trusting of others due to how she grew up. She was abused by both her father, brothers, and one of her brothers' friends. There's just one thing. That friend is One Direction member Harry Styles. When her...
