"Park Chorong, saranghae." Junmyeon whispered at me so I smiled while staring at the Han River, my head is on his shoulder.
"I know, Myeon-ah. You said that for the nth times already." I said, chuckling, and I heard him tsk-ed. "And you know that I love you too ever since we're playmate. I've said it already."
"Then if you love me, why'd you leave me?" I heard him murmured so I sat up straight and faced him. And I noticed him pouting. Such a cutie.
"Myeon-ah." I softly called. "Maybe I'm not really meant to live here on earth longer than we thought. But don't worry, I may not be with you physically but I'm always with you. I'm here." And I pointed his chest.
"But I want to hold you like this forever." He showed me our entwined hands. I squeezed his hands. "I want to kiss you like this..." And he gave me a peck on the lips. "...forever. I want to stay by your side until our hairs turn to grey." And his eyes start to tear up. I just flashed a pretentious smile while I caress his cheek.
"Hey. I'm here, right? Let's just enjoy the days while I'm still here." He nodded and put his other arm around me and I lean back on his shoulder. "But promise me that you'll move on when I'm gone. I don't deserve your love, Myeon-ah. Someone out there is meant for you." I said even it's against my will.
"I won't. You're the only one for me, Rong-ah. Just wait for me there. We'll be together when my time here on earth is done." And I felt his lips on my forehead. I just nodded while my eyes are starting to tear up. "Why did you die in the first place? If I was there during the accident, I could have saved you. If only I can turn back time."
I closed my eyes as the accident played in my mind. I guess he doesn't remember all the details and I hope he'll not remember it at all or he'll blame his dad or himself. I don't want him to get hurt.
'I wonder if I can make him forgive his dad. I need to think of a plan.'
"Sshhh. Everything happens for a reason, Myeon-ah." Well I wish I'm not dead 'cause I really want to stay by your side.
***
I'm on my way back to our room, still thinking of a plan to get Junmyeon and his dad okay, when I heard someone called me.
"Chorong-ssi." I stopped on my track and faced her...Irene.
"Oh, Irene." I said and smiled to recognize her presence. She just smiled back at me.
"How are you and Junmyeon going? I saw you both last night and I can say that you both are suitable for each other." She said, still plastering a smile on her face but I can see the pain in her eyes. And it totally burdens me.
"We're fine. Uhm...do you want to talk with him? Look Irene, I don't know if I can let go of Junmyeon but I want you to talk with him. Tell him everything you need to tell him." I walked near her and put a hand over her shoulder. "He must know the truth so that hate will disappear on his heart and guilt will disappear on yours."
"Thank you, Chorong. I kind of thought about that and I was about to ask you if I can at least borrow him for awhile."
'She'll borrow him. But what if Junmyeon wants to get back to her? And what if she doesn't give him back to me?'
I worriedly look at her.
'But Junmyeon loves me, right? Ugh! Why do I feel like I'm the barrier to their lovelife?'
"It's okay, Irene. I'll inform him that you want to talk to him. Anyways, I need to go." And before she can utter even a single word, I walked away.
And every step that I take brought heaviness to my heart. As if my heart is overload and wants to get out of my chest.
'If I didn't remember the past and also Junmyeon, would he still declare my love for me? 'Cause clearly in the first place he wanted her back, not m—'
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[SuRong] She is an Angel Sent from Above
FanfictionBroken hearted as he is, Suho wished to forget his ex-girlfriend, Irene. He went to bars and got wasted until he meet his guardian angel, Angel Chorong. Chorong will be the one to help him become happy and having Irene back to his life will make him...