pale || prinxiety

anxiety || intro

i knew i wasn't like the others.

you didn't have to be a genius to know that.

no one really liked me.

everyone else has a reason to be liked.

patton is cheery and smiley. who wouldn't like someone who seems to be a literal ray of sunshine. he never seemed to be sad...well...he was occasionally.

logan is...well...uh...logan? he may not be the most emotional, but it's easy to see that he has thomas's best interests at heart, along with the other two.

roman was...loud, i don't like that, but others do. he was theatrical and...flamboyant. people are attracted to those with big personalities, no idea why.

i'm just, there.

thomas likes the others. logan helps him with important decisions. roman helps him with his videos, aka, his way of living. patton helps him when he needs to know which choice is best.

what do i do?

i just change their plans.

i tell him logan's decision, for example, go to a party, is bad, that a thousand bad things could happen.

i tell him roman's idea is bad. that people won't enjoy it or it isn't as good as it could possibly be.

i tell him patton's choice is the wrong choice, even if it's reasonable and the better choice.

i'm a nuisance.