Meant To Be (An Aphmau X Aaron Fan Fiction)

Author's Note: A Little Sit Down Conversation

Hey guys. Yeah I know, I've been off the grid for a long time, but I'll explain that after this. It's come to my attention that one of the main reasons I've been not really updating this book and why the chapters have been complete trash is because I don't care anymore, but let me explain. I don't really interest myself in the book anymore, like it's not fun to write at all, but I know that I had been gone for so long so I wanted to give you guys something to "snack" on. I've lost interest into a lot of youtube channels lately, the reason being new things, new content and such. The spike in channel change made me just stop watching the new videos that come out including Aphmau's. I've just really been watching old series and Netflix. I'm gonna try some time this weekend to binge watch a lot of stuff to see where and what channels I still find interest in. When that's all figured out I'll know whether or not I wanna continue on this story and any other future Aphmau stories. I have like 10 other stories and I grabbed more interests in them and other fandoms(perfect example, the Hamilton fandom will be a big part on the channel, but will still be along other fandoms that I'm interested in).

Now talking about me being off the grid was two reasons and those were that I was actually working and brainstorming and that I was just plain old lazy. I had graduating but I also kept going back to my school for community work. The few days I didnt go I just slept and laid around the house so there's that.

I've also recently been going through mental problems. I've been much more anxious, and aggressive and it's really messing with my mindset and my actions, which haven't been the best lately. A friend that I have, we'll call her Sarah, she's really important to me, but she's just no super sociable for reasons. That's a long story in itself that I'm not gonna disclose publicly, but that's the reason of me being an emotional wreck.

I'm just to overwhelmed in emotions right now to explain everything. I just really need to rant out at someone but that's beside the point. I do plan to start back another story I'm not really sure which one yet so I'll put a list and just pick your top 3 in the comments I guess. Sorry guys I'm just kinda stressed about my anxiousness right now and I'm just super upset with all my work and stuff and I'll I'm doing is saying you need to do better, ah that's trash you suck ass and such like that. Anyways guys I will update you tomorrow AND Sunday, and the next story will be up next Friday so I can count up all votes that Thursday night.

New Story Ideas:

1. Gay BoyxBoy college
2. Straight GirlxBoy Stripper Story
3. Fight Club GirlxBoy
4. Adoption GirlxBoy
5. The Almighty Heroes
6. Season 2 MC Diaries Remake
7. Trans TransxGirl College Story
8. Original AC Story
9. Original Apocalypse Story
10. The College Life

Remember pick your top 3 favorite stories.

Question: IF I STILL DO APHMAU STORIES(will be answered by tomorrow) DO YOU WANT ME CONTINUE THIS BOOK EVEN THOUGH I HAVE NO INTEREST IN IT OR STOP THIS AT HIGH SCHOOL GRADUATION AND MAKE A SECOND BOOK TO IT?

Anyways guys I'll see you soon. Bye.