Zayn Malik - Ziana

Chapter 3 - Save you tonight - Part 5

Chapter 3 - Save you tonight - Part 5

Zayn walked briskly and I had to run after him. I managed to get his red varsity jacket. I was worn out but I pushed myself to run after him. I was unsure of my feelings. I don't really know what I'm doing. Think again, why should I apologize to Zayn? Why? Why must i put my ego down just for a guy who admitted that he didin't know me? Why? The reason is, i love Zayn. Yes, i do love Zayn. I'm not surprise that Eva is still waiting for Zayn. Just look at Zayn, an amazing young handsome man . His smile gave me goosebumps, the way he looked me in the eyes. He never left my mind, he never did. I sprinted forward and grab his right wrist 'Wait Zayn', i was breathing heavily.

'Let go of me. Don't touch me, go, leave' he said in a low, weak voice.

'So that's it? That's the end of everything? You are not going to look at me anymore? You want me to leave? Think again, is that what you really wanted Zayn. Turn around now, i'll give you 10 seconds. Your time starts now' I replied to him.

I started counting and i hesitated to say 10. It's scary cause he is not responding to me at all. I sigh and say 'Ten.  I get it now Zayn, i mean nothing to you at all. Hmm.. but thanks for making me fall for you. You never really intended to catch me. Thanks for hurting me for the umpteen times. Isn't it ironic the person who makes you smile the most is also the person who makes you cry? i'll be leaving now, take care Zayn Malik. Keep smiling' i said and hang his varsity jacket on his shoulder. 'Use it, you may catch a cold, again. I won't be there to look after you. So use it and look after yourself well. Nice knowing you Zayn.' I hugged him from the back before i left.

I was expecting him to come and chase me saying he is sorry, saying he wants to start over. But no, he didin't. This is reality and not a fairytale, he didin't chase me. He watched me left. He lost me. I lost him. We were never meant for each other. I fell into his trap. i'm the dumb one. I fall for guys too quickly. It's my fault.

I walked to the boys apartment, alone. The breeze made me felt so cold and i recalled the time when Zayn took his shirt off for me. I turned to my right, but he was not there. I smiled recalling back the moments where he raced me home, where he wiped my away my tears. I felt Zayn presence, i looked around to see if he was following me. But, no he didin't. I reached the boys' apartment and the atmosphere in the house was really tense.

'HAHAHAHA YOU AGAIN? GOD, PLEASE LEAVE US ALONE' Eva shouted once i entered the house. I looked at the boys and gave them a thumbs up, indicating to them i'm fine. But was i fine? No. My life is like a theater play, where i smile infront of them and acted like nothing is wrong when everything is wrong. Louis shook his head, he knew i wasn't fine.

'Eva, please leave us alone. Leave this apartment together with Zayn. Leave' Louis said.

'Look at me and say it Louis!' Eva demanded.

'Look at you? I can't even face you. I'm so embarrass to even call you my bestfriend. Leave and let things cool down. Do me a favor, look after Zayn. I care for him. And as for you, reflect on yourself and think again if you deserve to be my bestfriend' Louis said and open the gate for Eva. Eva rolled her eyes and hit me in the arm.

'Everything will be alright guys. Let's have chicken now?' Niall suggested. We broke into laughter. Niall and his food. How adorable is that? Very adorable.

'Let's watch Friends after this?' Harry voice out. 'We can keep our mind calm and think of what to do next' Liam continued. 'Can i go home now?' i asked in a shaky voice.

 'Go home?! No. When girls are depress they do all sorts of crazy stuff like cutting themselves, skipping meals. We are all here to keep you company and cheer you up' Liam said and smile afterwards. Liam payne, such a caring young man.