Zayn Malik - Ziana

Chapter 3 - Save you tonight- Part 6

Chapter 3 - Save you tonight- Part 6

The boys cleared the table while I washed the dishes. They were singing to the song 'Stereo Hearts' And yes, they can sing. Their voices were amazing. Liam even did his signature dance which was '1,2,3 flick!' Loved how he did that. Louis did his own dance called 'Pat the dog'. It was so hilarious. Then we Have harry, flipping his curls trying to get all of us overwhelmed. And as per normal, Niall did his Irish dance. The problems slipped away when I watched the boys acting so childish and loving each other.

We then settled down on the green carpet. Niall laid on Liams' lap while Harrys' head was on Louis' lap. I placed my head on Harrys' stomach since he offered me. There was total silence when Liam voiced out. 'I miss Zayn. Don't you all miss him?' Liam asked, curious.

'If Zayn was here, he would be lying down on the red sofa, screaming 'Vas happenin' to us. He will then annoy each of us. I miss him, even though he is only gone for 3 hours.' Liam continued. Niall then got up and gave Liam a hug.

'Don't worry Liam, everything will get better. We miss him too. It's awkward without him. Miss his vas happening' Niall said while patting Liams' back. Liam then place his head on Nialls' shoulder. Their bromance was so cute. I smiled looking at them. Harry then continued 'I miss Zayn too! He would be playing with my curls if i was on his lap. Ahh I miss his hugs. It feels like he is gone forever. But the truth is he only left us for 3 hours'

'I miss Zayn a lot. I shouldn't told him to stop talking to me' Louis let out a huge sigh. Harry and myself got up and we sat in a circle, having a group hug. 'Things will get better,' i voiced out. And the boys all replied 'I hope' with a smile. We were getting tired with the dramas and decided to head to bed. We positioned ourselves on the carpet and dozed off soon after.

I was awakened by my phone ringing. I rubbed my eyes & looked at the watch. It's 2 am in the morning and someone texted me. It must be important i thought. I took my iphone on the table which was located next to the sofa and saw Zayns' name on the screen. I quickly unlocked my phone and read his text.

-Text message-

Zayn: I know you are reading this text right now & you must be hating on me. But whatever, it doesn't matter. Meet me in the park after you received the text.

I crepe out of the house, trying to be as quiet as I can. I don't want the boys to wake up. They were sleeping so soundly. I was in Harrys' pajamas pants which was printed with frogs and Liams' oversized red long sleeve. Millions of thoughts were in my mind. I was actually nervous. 2 am in the morning and this crazy guy wants to meet me. I breathed in deeply before going towards Zayn. He was sitting on the bench we sat the day before.

I pat his shoulder 'Yes? How can i help you?' I asked.

He turned around to face me. His eyes were swollen and red. His hair was in a mess. His shirt was unbutton. His right sleeve was folded while his left sleeve was unfolded. He looked horrible. He stared at me for quite sometime without saying anything.

'Sit' he finally said. I was relieved to hear his voice. The sound of his voice calmed me down as usual.

'How can you help me? Help me by telling me the truth. Tell me you love me Diana. Tell me. Stop playing around. Stop hurting me. Just stop. I can't take the pain anymore. It's so frustrating to know I can't go on without you. It's so annoying for me to picture you smile and laugh each time I close my eyes. It's hurting for me to recall all our moments together. It's hurting. Help me out by telling me the truth Diana.. please' Zayn voiced out.

'You want to know the truth? Let me tell you the truth. I'm falling for you. I really am. You never really left my mind. Your smile and laughter keeps haunting me since just now. Do you know that? No you don't. Why? Cause you are ignorant. You are too busy planning on how to hurt me rather than to find out how i felt. You are ignorant Zayn. You are. I'm falling for you deeper each time you look me  in the eyes. But i'm having second thoughts now you know?' I answered.

'What...? Second thoughts? How is that possible?' Zayn replied. He is now facing me.

'It's possible. Look at how bad you have hurt me. Recall Mr Malik. Recall. You came to the apartment with Eva. You laid on Evas' lap. You kissed Eva, Zayn. Don't you remember? You admitted you didin't know me. You admitted that. And now you are here telling me to tell you the truth. This is the truth Zayn. Wait.. i'm not done. You grabbed Eva by her waist but what did i do Zayn? I chased after you with your jacket. I wanted things to get better. How did you repay me Zayn? Oh right, you ignored me. I ran after you and all you could do was to ignore me. Are you done now? Are you done hurting me Zayn?' i replied. I was more of hurt than angry.

He remained silent for quite sometime and i turned around to face him.

'It's over Zayn. Stop bothering me. You and Eva can have a good time now. Forget me. You are better than this' I told him.

His phone rang and i saw Evas' name appearing on the screen. I happened to read it and it was so damn hurting.

-Text message-

Eva: we have some unfinished business. Where are you babe? x

'Leave Zayn. Shes looking for you, don't make her wait. Promise me you will come tomorrow and apologize to the boys' I stood up and left. I walked home slowly when I received a text.

-Text message-

Zayn: & if you walk away, i know i'll fade cause there is nobody else, it's gotta be you.

Diana: Delete my number. Forget me. I'm not your type. Eva is. Good night.

Zayn: Why are you doing this to me?

Diana: I should be asking you. Why are you doing this to me? I'm not a toy Zayn. Go and meet Eva. i'm done with you.

Zayn: I'm not giving up.

Diana: meet the boys tomorrow and apologize. get back with them, they miss you.

Zayn: Stop changing the topic Diana. Just stop. I wanted to sort things out but you are behaving this way.

Zayn: Hi cheap girl, please leave my man alone. Eva here by the way.

Diana: Ya, hi. don't worry. His all yours now. Nights.

I replied to 'Zayn's text and walked home slowly. Home, not the boys apartment. It's time for me to sort out my life.