Zayn Malik - Ziana

Chapter 5 - Every breath- Part 7

Chapter 5 - Every breath- Part 7

The boys went off without saying goodbye. Zac was still with me, hugging & comforting me, telling me everything will be okay. I don't know what to do. My mind was in a mess. Everything in life is tumbling down. I can't go on. I just can't. I'm too weak to carry on with my life. I really am. I just feel like sleeping forever. Yes, forever. 'I'm tired,Zac' I whispered in his ear. He break away from the hug & held both my hand. 'Hm... why is that so,love?' He asked lovingly. Each time I hear his voice, my heart starts to beat faster & faster. 'I don't know, I really am tired with life. Do you think I should leave the boys? It hurts me to leave them... but I think it's better for me to leave them' I explained. 'Hmmmm.. I really don't know. Do what's best for you babe. I'll always be here for you.' Zac said as he wrap his arms around me. He then scoop me up from the bed & held me in his arms. I could feel his warmth as he wraps his arms around my body. He reminds me so much of Zayn. I rested my head on his chest, listening to his heartbeat which beats faster & faster. 'I'll take you somewhere" Zac whispered & smiled. I felt so comfortable around him but at the same time, I do miss Zayn. 

I was in his arms the whole time while he sang me one of his favorite song. To my surprise, this good looking guys can sing very very well! I smiled listening to the sound of his voice. 'Zac.. you can sing, why didin't you take part in any audition?' I questioned him, curious.  'Erm... I'm not ready yet. You know, being a celeb is tough. You'll get judge for every single thing you do. You'll get hate & stuff. You know what i mean?' He explained. I nodded my head and smiled. 'You feeling better?' He asked, concerned. 'Yeah, i am! Thanks Zac! This means so much to me!'  I replied with a sincere smile on my face. 'Okay babe, this is the place I always visit whenever I feel sad. It helped me a lot & I hope it  helps you too, love!' Zac said as he put me down. He wrap his arms around my shoulder and he lead me to the park. The park was peaceful, very very peaceful & it really calmed me down. I smiled looking at the beautiful scenery. 'I'll always be here for you' Zac whispered in my ears. 

-Live performance week 2- 

The boys have yet to call or text me. I guess they must be busy preparing for their performance. It was on a Tuesday & I'm in the hospital, waiting for the x-factor to start. Zac went out to buy dinner for us. The x-factor started and I waited patiently for the boys to perform. 'Up next, we have one direction!' Eva announced and welcome the boys on stage. Before they started singing, Louis smiled and said 'This song, My life would suck without you is for a very special girl. She is a really special girl not only to me, but to the rest of the lads. This song is dedicated to you, Diana. We miss you & love you so much. Call us soon' The crowd went Aww and the judges smiled. I smiled when I heard Liam announcing my name. I focused on Zayn through out the whole performance. He wasn't himself. He wasn't smiling. The guys did well, as always. & they received a positive feedback from the judges. 'We miss you Diana!' Louis said before they left the stage. I smiled, knowing that I am still on their mind despite the hurt I have given them. I switched off the TV & waited for Zac to return. 

'How was the x-factor?' He asked as he unpacked our dinner.  'Um. It was alright, i guess' I replied, forcing a smile. 'How did the boy fair? They did great didin't they?' he asked & smiled at the end of the sentence. 'Their performance was amazing! Oh! They mentioned my name on TV!' I told him in excitement.  'Woah, calm down babe! Haha. What did they say?' He asked as he feed me a spoonful of rice. I tried talking with my mouth full but, Zac cover my mouth with his left hand. 'Shh. Finish your food first then you can talk' he said & winked. I swallowed my food & looked at Zac. 'Can i talk now?' i asked him. He nodded and looked at me with a smile across his face. 'Go on' he said. 'Well... the lads told me they missed me... & that the song was dedicated to me! How cool is that?' I told Zac. 'You know what you should do babe' he said and left the room. My mind went blank. I laid down on the bed and stared at the ceiling.