Zayn Malik - Ziana

Chapter 5 - Every Breath- Part 5

Chapter 5 - Every Breath- Part 5 

I took a stroll in the middle of the night, alone. Zayn wasn't there. No one else was there to comfort me. My phone was still in my hand, hoping that Zayn would text me and explain everything. But no, he didn't even bother to check on me. We are over. I walked down the aisle of the neighborhood, my body feeling so weak. Honestly, I don't even know where I am heading too. My vision was blur and my head felt heavy. My body felt weak and I just felt like collapsing.  I had to force myself to stay strong cause I know Zayn isn't there & no one can ever help me. What do you expect? It's in the middle of the night, who would care if I were to collapse in front of their house? I gathered all my strength & kept on walking, still feeling so weak.

-The next day-

I didin't know what happened .The last thing I could remember was walking around aimlessly, trying to find peace & I woke up in the hospital. I scan around the room, hoping that either one of the boys were there, checking on me. But, none of them were there. 'stop hoping Diana' i whispered to myself.  I was too weak to get up, so, I just laid on the hospital bed & stared at the ceiling. I continued to stared at the ceiling, thinking on what had happened when I heard a knock on the wooden door. My heart beat was racing & beads of perspiration formed on my forehead. 'Uh .. you can come in' I said weakly. The doorknob turned to the right and a young, good looking man peeped his head in. 'May i come in?' he asked smiling. I nodded my head & he entered the room, walking towards me with a bouquet of flowers. He has a dark brown hair where the back & sides of his hair are cut short & close to the head. His hair was jagged cut & he spiked his hair up. He was about 1.7cm. His body was well built and he looks so so so amazing. No words to describe how perfect he is. My heart skips a beat.

'Hello there' he said as he helped me up. 'Hi. I'm sorry. Do i know you?' I asked & shrugged my shoulders. 'Oh, sorry for that! I'm Zac. No ...  don't freak out!  I happened to take a stroll around the neighborhood when I saw this young girl, lying motionlessly on the ground. So I called an ambulance and took her to the hospital! I promise I didin't do anything!' Zac explained & defended himself. I smiled, looking at how adorable he is when he defended himself! 'Why are you so defensive, Zac? I didin't even accuse you of anything! I'm Diana anyway! Thanks for helping!' I said and look away. 'Well, i had to defend myself. You know.. girls .... well, they always jump to conclusion!' Zac joked around.  'No they don't!' I said and hit him in his arms lightly. 'Yes they do!' Zac said as he grab both my wrist to stop me from hitting him. 'You feeling better now?' Zac asked as he looked deeply in my eyes. I tried to look away, but I can't. I got lost in his blue eyes. 'Babe...' Zac called out. I shook my head and immediately answered him 'what's up?' 'What's up? You are asking me what's up? Well miss Diana, you have been staring at me for the past 5 minutes!' Zac teased me. My cheeks turned red and I looked away. 'Sorry for that.' I said. 'Don't worry about it babe! I love the way you look at me' Zac said.  'Oh.. Zac , did you by any chance took my phone?' I asked. 'Oh yeah, it's with me babe!' he said as he handed me my phone. 'I'll be gone for 20 , minutes to grab us lunch! Call me if you need anything, i have entered my number in there!' Zac said as he headed for the door. I unlocked my phone & immediately called one of the lads.

-Phone call-

Diana: Hello... Louis?

Louis: OMG DIANA! IS THAT YOU? WHERE ARE YOU? ARE YOU ALRIGHT? ARE YOU HURT? DID ANYBODY HURT YOU? ARE YOU OKAY? OMG DIANA. WHERE ARE YOU? IS EVERYTHING OKAY?

Liam then grabbed the phone away from Louis.

Liam: Diana! WHERE ARE YOU? WE HAVE BEEN WAITING FOR YOU. WHERE ARE YOU? ARE YOU ALRIGHT? ARE YOU IN A SAFE PLACE? ARE YOU OKAY? DIANA, ANSWER ME.

Harry grabbed away the phone from Liam before i could even answer any of their questions. Harry was rather calm.

Harry: Babe, you alright? Tell me ........

Diana: Yes, tell the lads im alright. Don't worry about me.

Niall: How can we not be worried about you? Where are you now?

Diana: I'm in the hospital, please don't come. I'll be fine.

Louis: WHAT?! YOU ARE IN THE HOSPITAL?

I heard the conversation between Liam & Zayn in the background.

Liam: Dude, she is in the hospital.

Zayn: & so ....?

Liam: Stop it Zayn.

Zayn: Stop what?

Liam: Stop pretending that you don't care.

Zayn: I don't. my love for her stopped. so why must i care?

Liam: Zayn she's on the phone. stop it

Zayn: she probably heard our conversation.

Diana: Louis, pass the phone to Zayn please.

Diana: Zayn Malik. I heard your conversation with Liam. I heard everything. So you really don't care huh? Alright then Zayn, do what makes you happy. if hurting me makes you happy, then go ahead and hurt me. I'll get used to all this pain. I'll get used to not having you around. Don't worry. I promise I'll disappear from your life after today. Don't worry about that. Pretend that we never met, pretend that we never knew each other, pretend that all of this was just a dream. But, nevertheless, I would like to thank you for giving me the chance to know you better & giving me the chance to feel your love. But, good things come to an end don't they? Thank you so much. It was nice knowing you , Zayn. I guess, this is our fate. You won't be hearing from me after today. Take care.

I hung up. The tears soaked both my cheeks and I could feel my heart breaking again. It really hurt but I got to do what's best for me. For once, i got to think of myself and not him. Goodbye Zayn. Till I see you again.

Zayn's POV

I heard every word from her clearly. Each word that came out from her mouth killed me inside. The words she said pierced right through my fragile heart and I could feel it breaking. It can never be fixed. I lost the love I love the most. I know I have to let either one of the girls go. I can't hurt both of them. I can't. Yes, the girl I posted my picture on twitter was Kayla. You must be wondering who Kayla is right? Well, she's the girl who i used to love before. We lost contact & I didin't had the chance to express my feelings to her. & now, thanks to the x-factor,we managed to kept in touch and stuff! & for some reason, I kinda fell in love with her again. I don't know what is wrong with me. I really don't. I should let Diana go since she has already let go of me. Goodbye Diana. You were once a part of me, but not anymore. Those words you said killed me deeply, to be honest. but on the other hand, my love for you stopped. But when you are not around, I miss you. But when you are around, I hurt you. My feelings are all mixed up. I should take a break from everything and everyone. Urgh.... why must this happen to me? WHY?!

Liam's POV.

I feel like beating Zayn up. I feel like punching him. I feel like literally killing him. But i can't. I can't. He means so much to me. But why must he do this to Diana? Why? Tell me why? I would die for Diana. I would literally catch a grenade for her. I would do so much for that little girl. I'm sure many other guys out there are dying to have Diana's love & this idiot here is throwing her love away. Idiot. Zayn is really an idiotic person. Truth is , I kinda like Diana since the first time I set my eyes on her. But, Zayn caught her attention. Urgh Zayn, why are you doing this to a lovely girl like her?! I really hope Diana is okay. I'm gonna hug her tight when I see her. I miss her. I really do.