Chapter 5 - Every breath - Part 3
After dinner, we sat down on the floor. The waiter left us. So, some privacy for the both of us. Zayn took the sweater on the chair. 'Here babe, use it. It's cold' he said as he place the jacket around my shoulder. 'But i got you to keep me warm, i don't need the jacket' I replied and smiled cheekily. He winked at me and said 'Well, that could work. I could hug you till the sun comes up. So.. who needs a jacket right babe? 'Of course babe, Your hugs are the best yano?' I replied. 'Well. i know' Zayn said as he wrap his arms around me. I could feel the warmth of his body wrapping around my body. I tilted my head and rest my head on his left shoulder. He tilted his head to the left and rested his head on mine. We looked at the beautiful city, filled with lights. I was so happy to be in his arms, cuddling & watching the starts with the person I love.
'You nervous for tomorrow,love?' I questioned him. 'Hmm... I really am! I hope we make it through to the live shows you know?' Zayn answered me nervously. '& you can be with Eva most of the time right?' I asked. Yes, I was jealous. It's normal to be jealous, isn't it? 'What babe? I got you and only you. Why must you bring in Eva to our conversation? Just stop bringing her in! Do you know how hard it is for me to stop hurting you babe? So can you just please stop hurting yourself by mentioning Eva's name?! Zayn raised his voice. I remained silent. I don't know how to react. He raised his voice and honestly, it made me scared. I looked away, not daring to look at him. 'Babe. I'm sorry. It just makes me annoyed to hear Eva's name. I just want you to know that I'm yours, and you are mine. That's it. No third party in our relationship. Remember this necklace around our neck? It will always remind me of you. I'm sorry for raising my voice. It wasn't my intention to do that, love' Zayn comforted me as he run his fingers through my hair. I looked at him and smiled. 'No worries babe. It was my fault. Good luck for tomorrow love! I really hope you and the rest of the lads make it through okay? What song will you be performing to Simon babe?' I asked, excited. 'We will be performing torn! Your favourite song isn't it?' Zayn asked and gave a kiss on my forehead.
I nodded my head and smiled. 'Sing it for me then babe! Practice your vocals!' I said. It was an excuse actually. I wanted to hear him sing, cause whenever Zayn sings, I will always get goosebumps. That's how amazing his voice sounds! 'Anything for you love. But i'm not singing tomorrow babe. I'm just harmonizing love.' Zayn answered me. He then turn to look at me. I turned around to look at him and smiled. He grab me by my hands, look me in the eyes and started to sing. 'I thought, I saw a girl brought to life. She was warm, she came around,she was dignified. Showed me what it was to cry. You couldn't be that girl I adore. You don't seem to know or seem to care what your heart is for. But I don't know her anymore. There's nothing left, I used to cry. My conversation has run dry. That's what's going on. Nothing's fine I'm torn. I'm all out of faith, this is how i feel. I'm cold and I;m ashamed, lying naked on the floor. Illusion never changed, into something real' I teared listening to the sound of his sweet voice, hitting on the high notes. 'Amazing babe. Let's have a rest. Amazing day is awaiting for you babe!' I said and looked at Zayn. Zayn smiled. He took the sleeping bag, unfold it and lay it on the ground. 'Babe, sleep on the sleeping bag babe. Don't want you to get back aches! Don't want you to fall sick' Zayn said as he pulled me up. 'No babe, You sleep on the sleeping bag, I'll rest my head on your chest' I insisted. He doubted for a moment. I looked at him and said 'Please babe? You need a good rest for tomorrow performance hun. Do it for me please?' I said as I wrap my arms around his waist. Finally, he agreed and he laid down on the sleeping bag. 'Come here babe' Zayn said. I laid down on his chest, listening to his heart beat. It was an amazing feeling. And soon after, both of us doze of. A great night for us.
-The next morning-
'I need you boo, i gotta see you boo' Zayn phone rang. I woke up instantly, and grab his phone. Louis name appeared on the screen. I answered it immediately.
- Phone conversation-
Louis: Hello?
Diana: Hello. Diana here.
Louis: Oh Diana! Hurry wake Zayn up! His clothes are all ready. We are leaving soon! Hurry.
Diana: See you in 10 minutes!
I hung up the phone and quickly woke Zayn up. 'Zayn, Zayn,' I called out his name as I shake his body lightly. He stretch his body and made cute sounds as he stretched. 'we got to go babe! The lads are waiting for you! Let's hurry!' I said as I pull him up. He rubbed his eyes and asked 'where we going babe?' 'you silly boy! Judges how today hun!' Hurry! I said as I drag him to the lift. Both of us dashed to the boys hotel.
Zayn knocked on the boys door and hurriedly entered the room! 'hurry Zayn!' Harry shouted as he adjusted his shirt. He was in white shirt an his 3 quarter black pants together with a black Nike shoe. Louis was doing his hair. He had his blue and white stripes together with a red tight pants which shows off his butt. Liam was in red and black checkered together with a black pants. He has a red nike show on. Niall was in his 'OK' shirt together with white pants. He had a green Nike shoe on. The boys are all in Nike shoes today, Zayn had the fastest shower ever and I
Had to dress him up! A pampered young boy! He had his white v neck shirt together with a black jacket and jeans. He had his red nike shoe on. He smiled at me and lean in for a hug.
'no time for hug! We gotta go!' Niall said as he rushed out to the lobby! The boys followed after Niall, including me and Fasha. Sadly, both of us can't watch the boys perform. Thus, we has to wait in the car for them.
Once we reached the judges house, we bid goodbye to the boys. I gave Zayn a big hug and rub his back. He break away from the hug and gave a kiss on my lips. 'bye babe! Good luck lads!' I shouted as I waved them goodbye
Will they ever make it?
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Zayn Malik - Ziana
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