Zayn Malik - Ziana

I want to love you -

I sat there in silence. I didn't know what to do to be honest. Should I run after him or should I just pretend that everything is alright? Should I hug him or should I just sit here and don't give a fuck about it. This isn't my fault was it? Stop it Zayn. Stop it, you are driving me insane. Get out of my head Zayn. 

I sat there in silence, sliding my phone out from my front pocket. I was hoping for Zayn to text me like he always do but he didn't. I looked through my apps and decided to check my Twitter. I scrolled through my timeline when I saw Zayn's tweet.

zaynmalik1D ‏@zaynmalik

I met a beautiful girl tonight & I walked away, crying knowing she will never be mine again :'( x 

 02:50 AM - 03 Sep 12 · Details

I looked at his tweet, tears streaming down my face. I clicked on his twitter name & was surprised to see the amount of followers he have. "Wow, someone is Mr Popular huh?" I whispered to myself. Oh, I totally forgot that the boys will be having their final performance next week! Hoping for the best for the lads. 

I then decided to tweet something. I need to rant or something. 

♔ Diana @DianaDane

I met an amazing man today & it breaks my heart seeing him walk away. Freezing at the park! x :(

 02:59 AM - 03 Sep 12 · Details

I then pressed tweet and sat there in silence, wanting no more but for the pain to go away. My heart is aching so badly for the umpteen time. Why Zayn? Why do you  pick me to fall in love with? Why do you pick me to hurt? Why do you hurt me so badly Zayn? Why? Those were the questions that kept popping in my mind for the hundred times today. 

My mentions when insane for some reason & I don't even bother to reply their tweets. Most of them were asking if my tweets were referring to Zayn. For some reason, Zayn & myself were indirectly tweeting each other. Gosh, why must we do this? You know Zayn, you can come to the park and keep me warm instead of us, tweeting each other indirectly. So much for being mature. 

zaynmalik1D ‏@zaynmalik

Get your ass back home babe. Don't want you to freeze x 

 03:01 AM - 03 Sep 12 · Details

 zaynmalik1D ‏@zaynmalik

I want to be there to keep you warm. 

03:02 AM - 03 Sep 12 · Details

zaynmalik1D ‏@zaynmalik

But you have a new guy now. Good luck with him x x 

03:02 AM - 03 Sep 12  Details

 zaynmalik1D ‏@zaynmalik

I will never stop loving you x x 

03:03AM - 03 Sep 12 · Details

zaynmalik1D ‏@zaynmalik

I love you so much it hurts :'( x x