Can't Change the Past

~25~

Beyoncé POV

We had been taking shots while the music played lowly. This was making me feel some type of way, so I led him into my bedroom. I pulled him close to me and his scent alone made me weak. I began to place sweet kisses along his jawline down to his neck. I tugged at his belt and looked up at him letting him know what I wanted.
"You sure you want this?" I nodded biting my lip.
He then took control by slowly pushing me on the bed. He began to slowly rub up my thighs with his strong yet gentle hands. He kissed me from my lips to my neck where he found my spot and sucked on it for dear life. While he was doing this, my thong came off with one swift move. I could feel his dick rubbing against me, making my body tremble a little.
"Your skin is...... so...... soft." he whispered as he caressed my body with his big hands.
He went from massaging my nipples to swirling his tongue around them, which sent me over. "Mmmm." He came back up to my face and gently kissed my lips as he slid the tip in. He was giving me slow powerful strokes. He held my hands above my head and kissed me sloppily yet passionately. My vagina began to pulsate and I know he felt me tighten around him.
"Ssssss." My eyes rolled back. He pumped a few more times until I came all over his dick. Instead of him getting a towel to clean me up he licked up my juices. He began to swirl his tongue around my clit. I tried to push his head away but he locked my legs in place above his shoulder. He began to spell his name in me and locked eyes with mine as he did it. I leaned back and began massaging my own breasts as I tried to suppress my own moans. He flicked his tongue quickly making me buck my hips at him. He pulled away and stuck his fingers in me making me cum for the second time that night. He flipped us over and had me on top. I couldn't believe I was doing this.
"Open your eyes." I opened them and he had compassion written all over his face. "We can-"
"It's fine." I bent down and kissed his lips as I began to ride him. He squeezed my ass making me moan into his mouth. I continued to ride him in the pole position filling myself with every inch of him. I hadn't experienced this feeling of ecstasy in a long time and it felt sensational. I turned my back towards him and began to reverse cowgirl him. I began to feel him swell as I grinded faster and faster so I hopped off. I began to rub his dick until he busted all over my hands. I waddled to the bathroom to get a towel and wipe up the mess we made.
I climbed back in the bed and he cuddled me from behind. He kissed my temple and held me close. "Promise me one thing?" I said as I played with his fingers.
"What's that?"
"Don't hurt me."

4 Years Later

"Ma!"
"....."
"Ma, where you at?"
"I'm in my bathroom."
"Aubri said she's ready for you to do her hair." King said popping his head in.
"Okay, tell her to come in here. Make sure you're ready to go when I finish. Did y'all eat all of your food?"
"Yes ma'am."
"Mommy I just want two buns." Aubri said coming in my room.
"You sure?"
"Yeah, I'm not trying to impress nobody."
"Your dad called and said he wants to see y'all."
"We going to see him?"
"He said he's coming for business but wants to spend time with you guys."
"I don't like Morgan."
I held my laugh, "Meghan."
"Mommy her name don't matter to me. Why is she always with my daddy?"
"What you mean?"
"Every time we go over there she's there."
"I'll talk to him Aubri."
"Aubrielleeee!"
"I'm in hereeeee!"
I heard little feet, "Aubri, I go to big school today like you!"
"That's right Kenzie! You're going to learn a lot."
"Aubri, you're done." she hopped up and left. "You come here, so I can put these bows in your hair."
She climbed on my bed and let me put them in, "I pretty now?"
"You're always cute boo." I said kissing her lips. "Let's go before y'all are late."

I got all of the kids settled in and drove off to their school. King is 9 going on 10, Aubri is 7, and little McKenzie is 3. They still go to the same private school since we've been out here. Laiya still goes to school with them as well, which I'm grateful for. My sister and I rotate pick up days because sometimes I'm just not up to it.
"What we doing this weekend ma?" King asked.
"TT Solo said she was coming this weekend, remember?" Kenzie said. I honestly did forget. "Can I see her?"
"We can see her this weekend Kenzie. Just me and you."
"What? That's not fair mommy." Aubri said.
"What did I talk to you about earlier?"
"But I want to see her."
"Tell him that and maybe you can." I pulled in the parking lot, "King you're going to be good and respectful."
"I'm always good."
"Yeah, that's why Andrea had to go over there and pick you up?"
"That was one time."
"Look, you have to let that hurt go baby." he looked away from me. "Ain't we good now?"
"We good."
"Alright then."
When we got out I saw my sister pull up, "Hey my babies!"
"TT!" they all ran to give her a hug and their cousin.
I gave Laiya a hug and then my sister. "Kenzie you ready for big school?"
"Aubri said the teacher was nice and she gives out candy."
"If you ask she'll say yes." I heard.
"BB can I come over and play with Aubri after school?"
"Aubri your dad is coming to get you after school."
"Can Laiya come?"
"Alaiya has a dance competition in the morning." Rasheeda butted in. "She's not going anywhere but home to practice because she didn't do so at her dad's house."
"I forgot mama."
"Mhm. Well you will be practicing tonight so you won't forget on stage tomorrow."
"Y'all go head to class. I'm going to take Kenzie."
"Let me walk with y'all."
"TT you come with me?"
"Mhm."
"Up." Rasheeda picked her up as we walked down the hall. "You come with us to see TT Solo?"
"Not this time."
We dropped her off to her class and she was already making friends. I'm glad she was better than when King and Aubri first started. I said my goodbyes and went to meet up with Kelly and Michelle for breakfast.