Crazy, Beautiful Mistake. [ON HOLD INDEFINITELY]

Surprise! Isn't Life Fantastic.

I'm now almost 5 months and I'm showing so of course people are already starting to talk and sneer at me. I just glare right back at them and yell "Bite me!," for the most part they stop. Nobody knows that Jackson is the dad I could just imagine the torment I would go through if everyone knew.

My baby bump is pretty big for being almost five months I'm thinking maybe I'm eating more then I realize so I'm gaining more weight than I originally thought or at least I hope that's what it is. If I have to give birth to some abnormally large baby I will just die. Can anyone say C section? Anyway my next appointment is in like a week so I'll be sure to bring it up. I've had 4 appointments so far.

Jackson hasn't tried to talk to me since he came over my house and I went all hormone crazy on him, but that's for the best I'd probably end up snapping on him again because he's a huge jerk. Kaiya has been baby crazy though! She won't let me eat certain things at school she takes it from me and throws it away. She actually throws it away! It took everything in me not to punch her in the throat. I love her and everything but come on don't touch my food. She's gone all motherly on me that sometimes I have to remind her that the lady who pushed me out her woohaa is named Leilani and not Kaiya. My parents have done a total 360 though. They aren't as overbearing and they're a little baby crazy as well, my mom more than my dad though.

I arrived at school and heaved my baby bump out the car. 'Only 4 1/2 more months' I thought to myself.

Kaiya hasn't been riding with me as much she's been getting a ride from this boy who likes her. His name is Liam I met him last week and he sits with us at lunch now, though I am very much debating on sitting by myself where my food is way out of Kaiya's reach. He seems nice enough he's not as hot as Jackson but he's pretty damn good looking. He has dirty blond hair that flops in the front a little, he's like 6'2" which for Kaiya is tall since she's only 5'6." He has an athletic build and I haven't seen him without a shirt but I'm pretty positive he has nice abs, I'll have to ask Kaiya.

I was making my way into the school and someone grabbed my arm outta nowhere. My first instinct was to start swinging and hope I do some damage. It must've worked because I heard someone say "Ouch." I looked up and was about to say sorry until I realized who it was. Jackson.

"Well maybe you shouldn't grab girls out of nowhere like you're about to rape them or something!" I growled at him.

"I'm sorry I figured if I tried to talk to you, you wouldn't let me so I came up with this idea it was obviously a bad one," he stated. When he was done rubbing his jaw he looked down at my stomach. "Are you sure I'm the dad you look more than 5 months."

I rolled my eye, "Yeah obviously your plan sucked and yes I'm sure. I'm not a monster I wouldn't tell someone that unless I was sure and for your information I am 4 and a half months. Are you sure you want to be calling the hormonal pregnant girl FAT?!"

"I didn't mean it like that!," he said as he held up his hands.

"Good. What do you want Jackson?"

"I just wanted to know if you're keeping the baby and whether you know what it is?"

"Yes I'm keeping my baby and no I don't know yet the appointment is next week," I stated.

"Well is it okay if I come along. Coming from someone who has bad parents I don't want to be like them I want to be a good father," he said while nervously looking at the ground.

"Umm sure," I said a little hesitant. "It's at 5:30pm I guess you can just come over my place after school and we can all go together. Speaking of that how'd you know where I live?," I asked him my curiosity suddenly peaking as I remembered.

"You're friend I always see you with told me," he said a little uncertain of what my reaction will be.

I made a mental note to definitely punch her in the throat when I see her. Out of love of course! After he agreed to meeting me at my house and us all just going from there I made my way to class while snapping not so nice things at whoever looked at me weird. Boy were some of them shocked too! The nice, shy girl isn't so nice and shy anymore. Apparently pregnancy doesn't really suit my emotions. Oh well I just shrugged, smiled and enjoyed my day.

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Today is the day of the appointment where I find out the sex of my baby! Can you tell I'm excited? Kaiya hasn't shut up yet.

"I'm starting to doubt making you godmother," I playfully scowled at her.

She just scoffed at me, "Who would've been the godmother then? You're other imaginary friend that you have?"

"Why does everyone keep forgetting that I'm pregnant and I will inflict pain if I have to?," I glared at her.

She put up her hands and quickly apologized. We're sitting around my house after school waiting for my mom who should be home any minute and Jackson who still isn't here. I guess he changed his mind. Kaiya noticed me looking at the time on my phone every 2 minutes.

"Hey what's with you? You won't stop checking the time."

I sighed, "Jackson stopped me on my way into school last week and said that he wanted to be at the appointment this week. I even made sure to let him know that it's today I guess he changed his mind." Looks like he's going to be like his parents after all I thought to myself.

Just then my mom pulled up and beeped to let us know she's outside. We piled in her car cause I didn't feel like driving my little lavender buggy with my fast growing stomach. We got to the doctor's and I told the nurse my name then sat and waited to be called. The same lady I snapped on before was there and she was avoiding eye contact I just laughed to myself. I must be an intimidating little spitfire.

After like 20 minutes she finally called me and I followed her back with my mom and Kaiya right behind me.

"So how are things?," she asked me and before I could answer she turned around and her eyes widened. "Whoa you're pretty big for just 4 and a 1/2 months"

I laughed, "I keep saying the same thing to myself I was actually gonna ask you why I'm getting so big already."

"She hasn't been pigging out I make sure of that," Kaiya told the doctor proudly. "We can't have my god baby coming out all fat now can we?"

I just glared at her and my mother who started to laugh.

"Well let's just take a look," the doctor said as she squeezed the cold liquid on my stomach and started pushing the ultrasound around. Her eyes widened for a second time, "Oh my I can't believe I missed that," she mostly said this to herself but we all heard her.

"Missed what?," my mom and I asked her at the same time while Kaiya just looked at the doctor expectantly.

"Well the reason you're getting so big is because you're having twins. Would you like to know what they are?," she asked me with the biggest smile.

I was too shocked to give an answer so I just nodded to her and she told me that one is a boy and one is a girl. She printed out a couple pictures for me again and I took them still stunned. I walked out of the office in a daze and got in my moms car. Kaiya and my mom knew better than to say anything but they did keep shooting me glances out the corner of their eyes.

Finally I spoke up, "A boy and a girl." I smiled and that's all it took for them to let out the squeal they'd been holding in since we left the office. Okay note to self never drive with my mom AND Kaiya in the car I wanted to hurt them and their baby crazy ranting. Especially since now that I'm having twins the need to hurt is modified.

My mom dropped off Kaiya first and we finally made it home. I can't believe it! When we got inside we told my father and at first he was a little apprehensive but when he saw how happy I was he fully got on board with the idea. This may have never been part of my plans but I am the happiest person alive right now. If only Jackson felt the same way.