Have you ever loved someone so much that when you think of them, you become breathless? Have you ever need someone so bad that every second that passes is another ache th at possess your body? Have you ever cared about someone so much you'd make an absolute fool out of yourself to make sure they're safe?
I'd like to believe everyone was crazy. I'd like to believe what they were saying was absolute bullshit. That they were delusional and it was all in their heads. But I can't say any of those things. Ironically, I was one of the most delusional people in existence not too long ago. I was the one living in a "fantasy". I was the crazy one who thought my overwhelming love for her was no bigger than a mere girl crush. I made a molehill out of a mountain. I know how the saying goes. But due to the circumstances I'm under, I find it more than appropriate to put a spin on the idiom. Funny isn't it? In life, we make the tiniest and most insignificant things seem huge, but the things that really matter, we like to dwindle it's importance. And that's what I tried to do with my love for her. Shrink it down to the point where it would be barely visible under a microscope. There are no words to describe the mass failure in that.
Before I lay out my story, I want you to understand that I can't guarantee you a happy ending. I can't guarantee that what you want to happen is going to happen. However, what I can guarantee (and perhaps the only thing) is that I will truthfully tell you about being hopelessly and uncontrollably in love with Karla Camila Cabello.
Yours truly,
Lauren Jauregui
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My Love
Teen FictionI can't remember a day where I haven't felt agony from not revealing my heart. Keeping all these emotions in such a finite space can be so much for a person. So I present to you my side of the story. The story of falling in love with Camila Cabello.
