Finding Mr Right.

36

"Babe,hold up!"

"No!i've had about enough of everything!"

"If this is about the dress,then i'll just get you a new one"

Russ was now by my side,matching my quick pace.
I run up the stairs as he quickly followed.

"Hey,maybe it washes off"

"I just...i gatta get out of here"
I say stuffing a lot of clothes into my bag.

"Calmdown and stop over reacting"
I stop packing and slowly turn to look at him.

"You saw how she treated me right?"

He sighs through his nose and nods.

"So that was ok?for you huh?"

"No baby.."he takes a few steps closer and i roll my eyes at him.

"I mean you seem to be deffending her"

"Am not!"

"...just...whatever"i say waving my hands.

             ******
* 3 MNTHS LATER *

Russ is finally off his probation and this means he has to leave the hospital as well.
Iam still having a hard time dealing with this,we are now so close,that we are now more of bestfriends  and i have gotten to know him a little bit more,which is better,i guess.

"You cant stay mad at me forever winter"
I look up at him as he packed up his belongings.

He stops packing after looking down at me,I was trying hard not to cry but he still noticed.

"Hey..sweetheart"he says sitting next to me his arm around my shoulders.
"Its ok...you dont have to cry"

With this i tightly shut my flooded eyes,without saying a word.

"Nxaaaw,come here babe"
He hugs me tightly as my tears soaked his shirt.

What if he never comes back for me?
What if he goes out and finds somebody better?

"Hey,i'll be here for you,whenever you need me,just call."

"Please stay for the night?"

I look up at him,tears running down my cheeks and he smiles,gently wiping them away.

"Ok,am gonna stay,just for the night"he whispers kissing the top of my head.

"I like your shirt,and you smell so nice"I say into his chest and i hear him chuckle.

Russ and I snuggled and cuddled in my bed till i was deep asleep.

I wake up feeling a sharp pain in both my right arm and my chest.I open my eyes as i slowly sit up.
I look down at my chest seeing chords connected to it.The sun has already risen and there's no sign of Russ anywhere.

I look around taking in the morning sun.8:39?I notice a note by my clock.
I slowly examine my name that is written on it before opening it.

             Winter
Babe,
Am sorry that i had to go so sudden,didnt want to disturb you from your beauty sleep.
Call me when you wake up,love.

      Russ.

Wow,his handwriting is so bad.I smile at the note and read it over and over,I find myself looking towards his  room every now and then,hoping to see his figure moving around but nothing.

I look up and notice him standing in the doorway,holding a bouquet of flowers,smiling.
Gosh!he's so sexy and is he wearing a blazer?

"Hey"