Finding Mr Right.

50

I was put in the isolation cell,for "security " reasons as they claimed.
I stare at the ugly gray walls that literally smell like shit😑.
My life is such a fucking living hell.

"Why did that asshole kiss me like that?"

"Who kissed you how?"
I look up at the door seeing Ruby leaning forward on the bars.

"What are you doing here?"I whisper looking at the book she was carrying.

"Was in the library, my bladder got full,needed use the toilet so bad and I saw the guard point at this cell, I immediately knew it had to be you,so I brought you this"
I look down at the big 500paged book she was giving me .I take it from her scanning the cover.

" 'Steps To forgiving A Cheating Partner'😐😒.how thoughtful!"

"I know right? I saw it and immediately thought of you"

"Ruby...I don't need this, thanks f..."

"Yes you do." with this she walks away leaving me with my head spinning.

Steps to forgiving a cheating partner?what bullshit is this?

I sit down on the bed,I open the first page of the book and read the opening credits.

For my lovely husband,josh
Thanks for being a wonderful,supporting man and an understanding dad to our two beautiful daughters and son.
I don't know what I could do without you.

Love,Kelly.

"Kelly,oh innocent Kelly. wait till you find out that he's been chasing dry pussy behind your back and there's some bitch from his past coming for you."

I read about ten pages of the book that talked about how she went through shitty relationships before she met Josh and that's when she discovered men are never going to be satisfied "except" for Josh of course.

I roll my eyes."oh please😒,you're just saying that to save your pathetic marriage"
I was being negative about everything in the book that I started  enjoying it.

When you feel like you're custom made for someone, stick with them,they are made custom for you too.

"Are you some kind of love doctor or something?"

Couple's counselling is not always the answer, so why not save a couple of bucks and talk it out at home without violence being involved.

Before I knew it I was drowned in the darkness behind my eyelids and sleep instantly took over.
Well can you blame me?I am in a room that smells like shit,has dim lighting and with nothing else but this shitty 500paged hardcopy book.