Finding Mr Right.

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.....so my birthday is coming up😏😏😏🤗,we'll finally gonna be legal😀🎊🎉.
I hope my parents are getting me tyga❤😍😍😘 for my birthday.Or Russ,RussellDaemon😍😘❤ is good too,but i got my fingers crossed for a harry styles & seith Rollins under my christmas tree this year.
          #fingers crossed🙏🙏🤗

"Seven months behind bars,how do you feel?"

"Indifferent.Its nothing like in the movies and books,Aj"
I say with an uneasy shift,seven months?my belly hasnt changed that much but its been very annoying to watch my tampons vanish in thin air for the past seven months as Ruby and Cutty  have been using them all🙄😑😣😠😤😭😭.

"How does it feel,being fifteen?"he crosses his arms a grin visibly forming at his lips.

"Oh!anthritis is kicking in, alright." he blushes, "its pretty great,I can now drive,illegally tho,and i got myself a girlfriend"

"that's cool.What's her name?"

"Molly.Her name is molly"

"She sounds pretty"

"She's damn hot,she's on the ladies soccer team,and that's pretty cool"
I smile, looking at my baby brother, who now looked nothing like a kid.He now had the hands and looks of a man.Even his behaviour and attitude had changed.

"How's Nona doing? "I watch him shift uncomfortably under my gaze.

"She's trying hard to survive. " I drop my shoulders defeatedly.I was the reason she was suffering. "She's been crying alot lately but its not your fault, don't blame yourself."

I sigh, my head in my hands, it felt so fucking heavy that for a second I thought, it was not mine.

"Is it crazy that am dying to meet Molly so bad?"

"No, not at all.Its actually funny that you mention it, she's been dying to meet you too."

"So, should I look forward to seeing her on your next visit? "

"Definitely. "
He says before leaning forward,  "the footage that leaked. ."

"Jesus! "I wilt in my seat.

"Is that guy, you know.."

"Don't say it!"

"But.."

"I know its been five months since the incident occurred, but it still hurts to think or even talk about it"

"Its alright"he says, understanding my pain.five months without Russ felt like heaven, at the same time time it felt like a living hell.

"Dad says he's proud of you"

Okay,that is it!

Hot Tears run down my cheeks.  "He said that? "

"Yes.He believes you are a very strong young woman"

It was amazing how, he never held a grudge against our father for, well, you know what.
After my visiting hours were over, I lay under the covers not wanting to be disturbed but about an hour later, I was called to the conference room where Jordan Mendoza was waiting patiently.

"Miss Banks"he says signalling me to the chair across from him.

"Winter...please, do call me Winter"I sit down, legs crossed, waiting for him to speak.

"I must say, I like the new hairdo. "I just shrug at his effort of trying to make the environment comfortable.

"Ok,what's up,Jordie?"