Finding Mr Right.

46

"You thought you were being smart,huh,bitch!?"

I slowly turn around,seeing helgar towering over me,ready to strike.

"Listen,I dont want to fight with you helgar,am not in the mood for_" I hit the floor so hard,missing the Sink by an inch as Helgar punched me hard in the face.
In my fucking face!

She stomps outs leaving me on the bathroom floor regretting shit. I get up from the floors, staring into the mirror.This is so gonna leave a mark.  Black eye.

I wash my face, kept the tap running for a good five minutes as I cried my fucking lungs out.

I walk out of the bathrooms to my cell. Quickly dressing up, before curling  up on my bunk bed.

"Frosty? "

"Mmh?"

"Do you wanna grab breakfast with me?"

I look up at Ruby, before nodding.

"What happened to your face?"

"Helgar happened"

"You really should stay away from her"
She says dragging me out to the catwalk.During breakfast, I didn't look up from my platter nor did I comment on Ruby and Cut's conversation.

I sip on the Orange juice that was surprisingly really good.
"Are you ok?"Cut asks giving my shoulder a little shake.

"Am fine"I see Ruby shake her head mouthing Helgar.I look back down at what was supposed to be am omelet.

"God, did she punch you again? " I open my mouth to speak,only to be saved by the sound of my name  blasting through the speakers.

"That's my cue. "I say biting into my green Apple, that for some reason tasted really gross.

I walk to the nearest security guard who escorted me back to the control room, where I was searched thoroughly before being taken to the Visitation room.I step into the widely spaced room, filled with tables and chairs. I quickly scan the room, my eyes landing on Russ.He stands up upon seeing me.

I stop a few inches away from him.SILENCE!
We stare at each other for a few seconds. I could see and feel him counting my bruises. I've always bruised easily, even a small scratch leaves a mark for days.His hands stuffed in his pockets.He seemed speechless.

"Hie"I say inaudibly and he immediately wraps me up in his embrace.For a second it felt very unfamiliar.
I was hesitant to hug back.

"Uh, Sir?"

"Back off!"Russ hisses shrugging the security guard off him.We had been hugging for a really long time.

I pull back, settling myself across from him.I watch him settle down before taking my hands in his.Studying my face, a little taken back, like he was looking at some complete stranger.

"Honey,I don't know what to say. ."

I nod, looking away from him. "Yeah, me too."

"How are you copying up?"

"I got free natural purple eyeshadow..on my first day"I shrug looking away.
He lets out a little chuckle.  "Am sorry..they're a lot of bad people in here."

"No shit. "I keep my hands under the table, taking a quick glance around the almost empty room. "Listen,I need to get out of here."I whisper, leaning forward.

"I know, am doing everything i can to get you out. ."

"No!"I say cutting him off my voice trembling.I lean forward again, "I mean right now.These people are crazy,.and if I don't get out soon, they're going to murder me."
He was now wearing his concerned look.