Chapter 10: Happy as Fuck

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Song of the Chapter: Happy as Fuck by Mod-Sun

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Ryder's POV:

"What do you mean you're fifty percent sure?" I asked, obviously very shocked.

"Well, the test came up positive but, there was this thing that came up online and said that sometimes those tests don't work so, were going to wait and we'll go to the doctor and find out when she gets back." He said.

"Why the hell doesn't she take it now?" I almost yelled.

"We want to do it together." He said, a 'duh' tone present in his voice.

"Ok." I sighed. "Can I please go to sleep now?" I asked.

He nodded, kissing my forehead and letting me go to sleep.

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"Finally." Drew said, collapsing on the couch. "Home."

We had just got back from LA, the last show of #bandlife.

I have to admit it was a blast and last night it was so adorable when Wes, Keaton and Drew had their moms on stage.

"When does Kelsey get back?" I said, sitting on the couch next to him.

"Two weeks I think." He said.

"Can you really wait two weeks to see if she's pregnant or not?" I asked.

"Well yeah, I mean I'm raising you." He said. I mentally face-palmed myself.

"You do know that you didn't have to take care of me as a baby right?" I asked.

"Yeah, it's pretty much the same thing."

"Are you implying that I act like a baby?" I asked, giggling a bit.

"Yeah." He said.

"I hate you." I said, obviously not meaning it.

"Hate you more." He said, turning the tv on to one of his weird shows.

"Hey, in a few days Wes, Keaton and I have to go do some things in the Bahamas and management said you need a break so, basically either we can get Tyler to come here and stay with you, you can go to Huntington and stay with Laraine, or you can go to Sequim and stay with my mom." He offered.

"Well, how in the hell am I supposed to pick?" I asked.

"Here, I'll write each one on a piece of paper and put them in this beanie and you'll pick one." He said, writing each of my option on a piece of paper and folding them in half, putting them into the beanie.

Drew put his hand over my eyes as I picked one.

I guess Tyler's staying with me.

"After were done in the Bahamas were going to South America and we'll fly you out so you can come chill with us." He said. "I'll go call Tyler and we can go to Chipotle after. That sound good?"

"Yeah." I smiled.

Drew and I have hardly spent time together in a while. So, I'm actually pretty excited to go to Chipotle.

I went to my bathroom, put my phone on the iHome and pressing shuffle on my music, Happy as Fuck by Mod-sun blared throughout the room.

I got into the shower, cleaned myself a few times. I still have OCD. It's not like it's going away.

I got out, wrapped my body in a towel, and blow dried my hair, leaving it in it's messy curls.

I straightened my hair and put it into a loose fishtail braid.

I ran to my closet, shutting the door behind me as, all I had was towel wrapped around me.

I pulled on a pair of light washed skinny jeans, a black v-neck and a white cardigan.

I pulled on galaxy vans and grabbed my phone, putting it in my pocket.

I put on eyeliner and mascara and slid on my glasses as, I didn't have time to put in my contacts because, Drew was already yelling for me to hurry up.

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We walked to Chipotle as it was only a five minute walk.

We got our burritos and sat down.

"Are you sure about having a kid?" I asked him.

"If there is one, I think we can make it out okay." He said.

"You do know that you and Kelsey have only been together for like six months." I pointed out.

"Yeah but, I don't think that affects much." He said, taking a bite of his burrito.

"What would the baby be to me. Like would I be it's sister?" I asked.

"Whatever you want to be." He smiled.

"If there is a baby, would you forget about me?" I asked.

"Never in a billion years could I forget about you. You are literally my number one priority in life and no matter what you will always be my daughter and I will love you more than anybody." He said, staring me dead in the eye.

"More than Kelsey, more than the possible baby?" I asked.

"More than them, don't tell them I said that though." He smiled. "Ryder, I watched you overcome horrible things that almost killed you. A lot of shit has happened to us and we have this insane bond that I could never share with anybody else."

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SHOULD THE PREGNANCY BE JUST A SCARE OR THERE ACTUALLY BE A BABY PLEASE COMMENT OMG

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