Shawn's pov:
THAT NIGHT
I was sitting at the bar.
So cliche.
My marriage is on the edge of falling, my kids hate me, my wife doesn't love me. Or she does but she's still going through with the divorce.
Everything is on the edge of falling, and shattering into pieces. I downed another drink before throwing a few dollars on the counter and walked out to my car.
When I arrived home, Emelia's car was gone and the house was empty. I saw a paper on the counter saying that their over at her fathers house.
I sighed walking upstairs and into Micheal's room. I felt tears pooling up in my eyes as I looked at all the trophies standing on his dresser and then I saw the file I gave him this morning laying on his desk.
I opened it up and saw a paper he wrote that got an A plus. I sat down on his bead and read it. It's about me. I cried as I saw the last sentence, resing, "My grandma was right. The worst thing I'll ever do is to experiencing the loss of someone that's still alive." I put the file down and got up, walking to Grace's room.
She has drawings everywhere in her room and I looked at all of them. "Aww Gracie." I said and the tears rolled down my cheeks as I saw the picture the draw of only her and me when I was at her ballerina show.
I have to fix things.
His has gotten way to far and out of hand. But I can't go over to them in this state I'm in. I went to my room and layed down on the bed, thinking about Emelia and my kids.
*flashback* I just won an Kids Choice Award. My heart is leaping of happiness. "I just want to thank my fans for always being there for me and supporting me. And then my own kids to, my fans that live with me. I love you guys. Emelia, baby I love you. Thanks for being here tonight." I said and headed down the stage. When I got out I saw Emelia with Grace in her arms and Micheal ran up to me. "Congratulations dad." He said and I kissed his head before kissing Emelia and my little girl. *end flashback*
That's how I want to have my family. But I pushed the happiness away. I need to fix this.
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Divorce/ Shawn Mendes
Fanfiction[COMPLETED] Shawn finds himself in the situation where his family is gettig ripped apart. His decision of living fully in his career is takig it's toll and can be seen in the way his family turns against him. When his wife, Emelia, files for a divor...
