Second time is a Charm

Chapter 17

Crystal Brown

The hot shower calmed me a little. I still can't understand why I have been reacting this way. I tried to mentally, evaluate everything and that was only causing me more headaches. But firstly, I had to call my parents and let them know. And then I wanted some time away from Brett. I needed to think without him anywhere near me.

I got out of the shower peeking to see if Brett was in the room. When I didn't see anyone, I sighed and ran into the closet to change. I put on some capri's and a vest, took my purse and went out. I saw Brett in the living room working on his laptop. He had showered too and was dressed in casuals. Looking at him all I wanted to do was cuddle up on his lap and hold him tight. His very sight makes me feel warm inside.

I cleared my throat, to indicate I was in the room and wanted his attention.

"Sunshine.... Are you ok? Did I say something wrong? You know you can talk about anything with me. Right" He said getting off the sofa and walking towards me.

I raised my hand at him asking him to stop and not come any closer. He did immediately and sighed with his hands on his hips.

"I know I can talk about anything to you Brett, but I need to do this alone. I don't know how you are so sure about us. About what you want. But I still am not. This is going fast even though I am trying to slow down. Its like I am not able to keep up with the pace. We have know each other a few weeks, and we are already living together, you are ready to meet my parents, attend weddings as a couple and even make future decisions together." I paused for him to understand what I was talking about.

"This is faster than what I had with my ex. I just want to be alone for sometime. I hope you don't mind" I said.

He nodded his head and walked towards me. He cupped my cheeks and gave soft kisses on my lips and forehead.

"Take as much time as you want. But be sure to be back home tonite. I will be going into work, call me if you need anything. Ok" He said so softly and calm. I felt guilt for pushing him away every time.

"I am sorry" I said leaning forward and kissing him.

"There is no need for that. I can understand how you are feeling. If you don't want me to accompany you to the wedding, that's fine. We will take our time, meeting the parents." He said.

I kissed him one last time and walked out the door.

I called my parents sitting in the park near Brett's place. I was anxious as to what their reaction would be.

"Hello, Cris is that you?" My mom asked into the phone. I had called the home number, hoping to just leave a message.

"Hey mom. How are you?"

"We are fine honey. How is work?"

"Works good. Hmmmm...... so did Maddy talk to you?" I questioned hesitatingly.

"Yes she did, Is it true. Are you dating again? Who is he? Where did you guys meet? Do you like him? Is he good? How long have you been seeing him?" She rapidly asked questions.

I laughed nervously at her queries "Hold it mom. So many Questions. ..........His name is Brett, I met him at work and we have been together for the past few weeks. And yes, He is good and I like him a lot."

"Good, Your Dad and I were very happy when we heard that you had a boyfriend and were dating again. We were worried that you had given up on love and marriage after your divorce. I am so glad you found someone." I could hear the relief in her voice.