Without You

Freezing My Heart

Italic- Thinking
Bold Italic- Other 'Part' of you thinking

~~Y/N's POV~~

I knocked on Aphmau's door and was let in by Sylvania. I ran to Aph's room and closed her door letting all my tears loose. She ran over and hugged me.

"What happened?" She asked me sitting down on her bed. I sat next to her and between sobs answered, "I-i confessed to A-Aaron and he ju-just ran."

She hugged me and walked downstairs. Soon her, Katelyn, Lucinda, Kawaii~Chan, and Teony walked in with tons of ice cream and cookies and cupcakes which we all began eating. (Even though it is suppose to be my comfort food - _ -)

"OK tell us what happened girl." Lucinda said. "I explained in better detail what happened and then got tackled in a group hug. "OK well we're here for you. Tomorrow is a snow day (it is winter now! It started snowing a lot after you left the park) so we are all staying here to night." Teony said.

"Can you guys help me change myself?" I asked. They looked confused so I added, "I want to change my personality and my look. Not for him but for me, I feel like i'm not really expressing myself." They then looked at each other and said "sure we can go shopping tomorrow but nothing evil, you can turn emo but not evil." We all went downstairs to watch a movie and eat our snacks.

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A/N No this is not the end of the chapter I just wanna say something mainly directed towards girls but to boys too cause some boys might do this. DO NOT change yourself for a boy/girl you may think they are worth it but they aren't. If they love you then they should love you for who you are and if they don't then leave them and find someone who truly cares for you. It could be a close friend or even the person you used to hate the most, if you became friends with them. Heck the love of your life could be someone that you don't even know yet. All I am saying is, don't change yourself because someone doesn't like you. Be yourself whether someone likes you or not. If people bully you because they don't like you then tell someone don't change yourself for a bully. Also don't harm yourself, self harm is worse than changing your whole personality and look. Self harm can leave permanent scars on your arms and even legs. I know I don't know any of you but if you need someone you can trust then you can come to me. I know it might be weird talking to someone that you don't even know about something private but I have been bullied and changed my personality before but then I realized that I shouldn't change myself for someone and changed back to my regular self. But we should probably get back to the story. Sorry if you read this and it wasted your time, I just wanted people to know to not change themselves. If you did read this then thank you and be your awesome self. Back to the story!

<Author~Chan>
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I ended up falling asleep first and crying. I know because i woke up still crying. I didn't know I had that many tears! I saw every one else already awake and eating so I got some bacon and pancakes that Aph's mom made. "Mom said she would be gone today so we are gonna have to walk to the mall." Aph said.

As we finished eating I told them, "I am going to be going emo, because I already and emo-tional so why can't I be emo?" Me, Aphmau, and Teony laughed at my pun and Katelyn and Lucinda just sighed. "Why emo though? Why not tom-boy like me?" Katelyn asked. "Because I wanna be emo." I answered, Lucinda sighed and said, "just please don't turn evil because I know you don't know what emo looks like."

"It looks like Zane." I said and everyone laughed. We all changed and put on coats and walked outside. While we were walking to the mall I got hit by a snowball right in the throat, the only place not covered by my coat and I unluckily had forgotten to bring my scarf to Aph's.

I froze up and started freezing because all my attempts to push all the snow off me just failed and I ended up pushing it down my shirt. Another snowball hit my neck and I did the same thing. Determined to get the snow off me I took my jacket off and started brushing off the snow that was on my shirt.

That was my mistake. Two snowballs hit my arms and I started freezing worse. I looked and saw two more snowballs flying at my face before I blacked out.

~~~~~~~~~Time Skip One Week Later~~~~~~~~~

I felt the warmth of a blanket on me as I woke up. I looked and saw my friends except for Aaron, I also saw Garroth's brothers and his mom.

"H-hello." I stuttered out while sitting up. My forehead hurt and as I ran my hand over it I felt stitches. "Zane hit you with a ice ball." I heard Garroth hurriedly say. Then Katelyn added, "after he hit you with six snowballs!" I just laughed, everyone looked at me like I was crazy.

"I-" I started to say but then my mom walked in, she ran over and hugged me before saying, "finally you're awake! You were out for a week!"

I shrugged and got up, shooing them out before changing into pants, a black tee shirt with a skull on it, a F/C jacket, and F/C shoes. I walked out and said, "you girls still up for that mall trip?"

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A/N OK so if you didn't like my little rant in the middle of the chapter then I don't care! I wrote that because I can! But that's all byeeeeeeeeee!

<Author~Chan>