Without You

When You Left/Why

Don't Play Music Yet also be prepared for many 'why's

~~Aaron's POV~~

I looked at the paper in my hand after Y/N was no longer in sight. I started crying and everyone else looked at it and started doing the same.

Hey guys, here's my number. Call me when you miss me and I can give you Travis' number. I will miss you all. <3

(Enter your number)

-Y/N>

Everyone entered her number into their phones but didn't use it yet. I went home and fell onto my bed and let all the tears flow, then I sat up, grabbed my phone, and clicked on a video.

It was me and Y/N singing Let her Go by Passenger.

Play Music

Italic is Aaron
Bold is You
Both is Both of You

Well you only need the light when it's burning low
Only miss the sun when it starts to snow
Only know you love her when you let her go
Only know you've been high when you're feeling low
Only hate the road when you're missing home
Only know you love her when you let her go
And you let her go

Staring at the bottom of your glass
Hoping one day you'll make a dream last
But dreams come slow and they go so fast
You see her when you close your eyes
Maybe one day you'll understand why
Everything you touch surely dies

'Cause you only need the light when it's burning low
Only miss the sun when it starts to snow
Only know you love her when you let her go
Only know you've been high when you're feeling low
Only hate the road when you're missing home
Only know you love her when you let her go

Staring at the ceiling in the dark
Same old empty feeling in your heart
Love comes slow and it goes so fast
Well you see her when you fall asleep
But never to touch and never to keep
'Cause you loved her too much and you dive too deep
'Cause you only need the light when it's burning low

Only miss the sun when it starts to snow
Only know you love her when you let her go
Only know you've been high when you're feeling low
Only hate the road when you're missing home
Only know you love her when you let her go

And you let her go oh
Oh oh oh oh no
And you let her go oh
Oh oh oh oh no
Well you let her go

'Cause you only need the light when it's burning low
Only miss the sun when it starts to snow
Only know you love her when you let her go
Only know you've been high when you're feeling low
Only hate the road when you're missing home
Only know you love her when you let her go

'Cause you only need the light when it's burning low
Only miss the sun when it starts to snow
Only know you love her when you let her go
Only know you've been high when you're feeling low
Only hate the road when you're missing home
Only know you love her when you let her go

And you let her go

I was crying when the song ended. It was bringing back all the memories of when we sung together or she sung alone. She was always so good at singing.

I fell back onto my bed thinking about her. I realized something. I love her but I just let her go. I got with Shu instead of her. When I talked about Shu, I was breaking her heart more and more. When she heard me and Aphmau talking her heart must have shattered.

Her heart was breaking and I couldn't see, and I couldn't see how much I cared for her. I'M SO STUPID! Why, why, why, why, why? Why her? Why me? Why everything? Everything is just why! I shouldn't have done anything! Why?! Why do I have do do stupid stuff?

(Can someone tell me how many times I have typed 'why' by the end of this chapter? Thanks.)

Why did I have to be so oblivious? Why did she like me? Does she hate me now? She has to hate me! Whyyyyyyyyy? Why? I have to ask someone! Some has to answer my question. I'm gonna ask Garroth first cause why not!

I ran to Garroth's house and knocked on the door. Zianna answered, "hello Aaron. Are you here for Garroth?" I nodded. "Well he is upstairs."

I ran upstairs and knocked on his room door. Laurance answered, "hey Aaron, why are you here?" I ran into the room and asked, "Why?" Then I noticed Garroth's shirt was unbuttoned and both of their hair was messy.

I smirked and they both blushed, "Wh-what do you mean 'why'?" "Why was I so oblivious when she liked me? Why do I think I like her now? Why do I like her and Aphmau? Why is life and emotions so hard?!" I asked falling face first onto the bed.

I heard them chuckle then Garroth said,"well I don't know why but what do you mean 'why do I like her and Aphmau?' Isn't Aph your girlfriend? Yet you like someone else as well?" I growled and sat up, "yes now help me!"

They both backed up and Laurance said, "dude, we don't know how to help you with your problems. Ask someone else." I got up and ran out of the house and went to everyone else's different houses. None of them knew how to help me!

I ran back to my house sweaty and exhausted. I checked my phone, there was a text from Aph. She was the only one I hadn't talk to about this. How could I! She's my girlfriend!

A-Aphmau Aa-Aaron

A- Hey, why are you running around every where? And why is everyone texting me that you like me and another girl?

Aa- I was trying to talk to everyone. Also the girl thing is a lie. I only have eyes for you!

A- yeah right! Who is she?! Some sl*t from school?! Are you already trying to replace me for when you go to college?!

(I know Aph wouldn't act like this but she needs to be able to get angry and jealous for it to go along with the story)

Aa- there is no one! I swear!

A- I'm comin' over! I'm gonna be there in ten minutes!

Aa- Ok. I'll see ya when ya get here.

I sighed, great I'm trying to think and now Aph is coming over. I need time to think! Well I will just have to think later. I cleaned up the house and heard a knock on the door. I opened it and Aphmau was there with Katelyn, Kawaii~Chan, Teony, and Nicole.

"Hey Aph, why did you bring them?" I asked

"Because I need them to help me find out who the girl is! Now who is-" She was cut of by me, "there is no other girl! I swear Aph!" She then fired, "THEN WHY IS EVERYONE TELLING ME THAT YOU LIKE Y/N!?" She had tears in her eyes, I hugged her and mouthed 'go' to the other girls.

They left and I pulled Aphmau inside. "Aphmau, I don't like Y/N I only like her as a friend. I had gotten a bit confused on my emotions but I know that I don't like her," I said, sitting down with her on the couch.

"Ok well I have to go. My mom thinks I'm only on a walk." She said getting up and leaving. I sighed and walked upstairs and laid down, soon falling asleep.