His Innocent Little Doll:Family

Chapter Thirty One 'Poorly'

A/n
Sorry I haven't updated in a week guys! Something happened in my life that wasn't very nice so I've been taking time to rest 😞 so on with the story we go!

Ember's POV
It had been almost a month since Mr J's apology and proposal.
Things were going extremely well and for the first time in a while I felt happy. Not only was my family complete again, I was complete too. Mr J had been a complete sweetheart!
Yes he still had his bursts of anger regularly but I was ok with that. I didn't want him to change, I just wanted to be treated better.
He had been staying home and spending a lot of time with us. Diamond's bad behaviour was showing massive improvements because of it. Instead of laughing or becoming extremely angry when she did something bad he would quietly talk to her and make her see what she was doing was not good.
Diamond also seemed a lot happier having both her parents around to play and shower her with love.
There was just one thing that was getting in the way......

The pills!
Been given the choice to take them had made me burst in excitement at the time. I had took them everyday since then and every day I felt worse, guilty more like.
Mr J was being so supportive but I could see the sadness and disappointment swirling around in his eyes whenever I took one. He tried to hide it but for the few seconds his guard was down I saw everything.
People would think it weird that The Joker was so desperate for another baby and that he only wants another one to become just as insane as him.
That wasn't the case!
Surprisingly all he wanted was more love.
He didn't care if the child was a boy, girl or an alien, he just wanted another one to love him just as much as he loves them.

Seeing him with our peanut was starting to pull on my heart strings.
Of course I wanted another baby but would it be fair to bring it into this kind of lifestyle. Yes obviously I brought Diamond into it and for the most part it was good but no matter how hard I tried even she witnessed the fights, screams and bruises.
Sometimes I wanted to take her somewhere safe, yet it would do more damage than good.
Her bond with her father was too strong and taking her away would break them.

"Mammy" a sad whimper pulled me from my thoughts.
"I know Peanut ssshhh it will get better my love" I cooed gently rocking her in my arms.
The poor thing had been complaining of a stomach ache all day and no matter what I did she didn't seem to perk up.
Right now I was trying to get her to sleep in the hopes she would wake up refreshed and if she didn't I would call Peter to come over and check her.
After a few minutes of more sobs and singing she was finally asleep.
Gently laying her down on the bed I quietly climbed off and straightened my clothes.

Grabbing the baby monitor so I could listen out for her I left the room in search for J.

Walking into his room I saw him getting ready with his back to me.

Smiling I crept up on him and wrapped my arms around his mid section.
"What are you getting all dressed up for?" I questioned running my hands through his shirt and running my nails up his chest.
"Welllll if it isn't my little doll" he purred moaning pleasurably as my nails dug deeper.

I let out a yelp as he suddenly spun around and crashed our lips together, his hands travelling down to grip my ass.
"Mmm da...d..dad..dy!" I moaned breathlessly into the kiss.
Breaking away he ran his fingers across my lips before cupping my cheek.
"I have to be at the club tonight little doll apparently Alexander has some useful information for me" he explained, his eyes twinkling in mischief.
"Oh I see! Do you need me to get ready?" I asked not really wanting to go but he always insisted I did.
"No not tonight! You need to stay here and watch over our poorly little clown" he cooed with a sad pout.

"Ok thank you daddy!" I smiled softly relieved to be staying home with my baby.

"I will be back soon kitten" Mr J reassured me as we walked towards the front door.
"It's fine daddy! Business is important, take your time" I grinned up at him.
"Not as important as you" he winked.
Stopping at the door he bent down and placed a rough kiss on my lips before biting down.
"I love you little doll" he purred breaking away from me and petting my cheek.
"I love you too daddy" I whispered, my face flushed as butterflies erupted in my stomach.

A few hours had passed and I was sat in bed, peanut curled into my side asleep with her favourite teddy and blanket.

Her body was like lava!
Her temperature seemed to be getting higher with each passing minute. I had given her plenty of medication to help but so far her body just didn't seem to accept it. She had cried for hours with her stomach and I was becoming increasingly worried about her. Seeing my baby so poorly broke my heart into pieces.

Loud retching noises suddenly filled my ears and looking down I saw I was covered in vomit.
"M..a..mamm..y...n..no!" Peanut sobbed with a terrified look in her eyes as she continued to throw up.
"It's ok baby mammy's got you......MARY!" I shouted quite panicked while trying to calm Diamond.
I could feel sick running down my arms and legs but I didn't care.
Nothing mattered but Diamond.
My fear heightened dramatically as she began to choke, still heaving violently.
"Oh god......MARY.....MARYYY!!" I screamed, tears streaming down my face.

"Ember! What is....Rugrat!!" Mary gasped in horror running through my bedroom door.
"Call Peter!" I demanded urgently.
"What...I...I..." she stuttered frozen in pace.
"MARY CALL PETER NOW!!!" I yelled.
This seemed to spring her into action as she quickly ran out the room screaming at Panda to get her phone.

Rubbing peanuts back I tried to help her when she suddenly let out one last sob and went limp in my arms.
"NO! PEANUT WAKE UP! PLEASE! PEANUT!" I wailed trying my best to wake her but nothing was working, she continued to stay limp........