ever since the kiss, jae has felt weird thinking about younghyun. he had butterflies in his stomach. he felt light headed and and giddy with happiness.
he couldn't wait to meet younghyun again. but how? younghyun had seemed to be slightly depressed since the kiss, and he never wanted to stress younghyun out too much, would he want to meet up with him? younghyun himself didnt know.
based on his knowledge, jae was sure that he was in love, but, did he want to be?
he wasnt sure.
being in love with younghyun wasnt a bad thing, he was an amazing person, he was beautiful and friendly, he was caring and generous, and above all, he was a care free soul.
so why wasnt jae sure?
he wasnt unsure about loving younghyun, he was unsure about being gay. there was nothing wrong with being gay, you should love who you love no matter what gender, but not everyone thought that way. he wasnt sure if he could take the insults, he wasnt sure if he could take the weird stares. what would people say? he was scared.
but then again, nonetheless, he was in love. and there was nothing ge could do about it.
jae: meetup, maybe??
sure, when tho:brian
jae: idk, tmr maybe? cafe? lunch? wdyt
sure, seeya tmr!!:brian
jae sighed, he was excited to meet younghyun the next day, he even ran to his room to pick out his outfit. he could barely contain his excitement.
standing in front of the mirror, jae questioned himself, am i really in love?
indeed, he was.
he decided to call a close friend abd talk about it.
"hello? sungjin?"
"hi jae"
"can i talk to you?"
"sure, what is it?"
"i think... im in love..."
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a/n ok tbh ive been trying to update but school!!😦😦 also i might write a new jae fanfic idk ive actually been thinking abt that since i started writing this but time!!is!!a!!huge!!problem!! also tip: don't join cross country MY LEGS ARE DYING JSJFJSHD SAVE ME PLS also maybe be we walked a crazy lot to the library and ducked under to get into the "duck-in kaleidoscope" thingy and koi took forever ok this is turning into a diary im sorry bye ps ily
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ideal type | p.j.h.+k.y.h.
Fanfiction"there's no point of an ideal type, your hormones don't care, you fall in love, you fall in love." "i will not fall in love with anyone outside of my ideal type, that's that." in which two guys who think differently fall in love. its a bit too impos...
