jae could not believe it, had brian just dumped him?
yes, brian had, but why? jae reread their conversation a few times but still could see the reason why. he threw his phone onto the ground, not caring about what would happen to it. he had just lost his happiness, his pillar of support, his one true love, and what could he do about it? nothing.
sure, he could persuade brian to come back. sure, he could show brian how much he needed him, but what's the use anyways? brian was very decisive, saying that he thought hard on this decision meant that his choice was final.
he ran to the bathtub and turned on the tap, trying to fill the tub. he then grabbed all the pictures of him and brian and proceeded to find a lighter.
he set the photos on fire, one by one, dropping it into the water when it got too hot for him to handle.
click, burn, drop.
he continued the process a few dozen times, before he finally got to the last one, it was a Polaroid of him and brian, both with a smile that reached their eyes, both of them looked genuinely happy, jae decided to keep that.
it was taken when brian had bought jae a teddy bear, jae was delighted and couldn't stop smiling. brian thought it was really cute and wanted to take a selfie. remembering how happy he was with brian, a long tear slid down his cheeks, followed by a never ending stream of tears.
jae had asked himself a million times why brian would leave him, but he never found the answer.
that night, jae cried himself to sleep, still wondering about why brian left him, whether he did anything wrong.
the tears would one day stop flowing, their hearts may stop beating, but never in a million years would their love die.
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ideal type | p.j.h.+k.y.h.
Fanfiction"there's no point of an ideal type, your hormones don't care, you fall in love, you fall in love." "i will not fall in love with anyone outside of my ideal type, that's that." in which two guys who think differently fall in love. its a bit too impos...
