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Brendon pov

Dallon helps me out of the bed to go to the front counter and fill out paper work. "I already had it planned out, we will get the dogs from my house, then stay in you bed and cuddle and watch endless amounts of Doctor Who." he chirps. This man is charming, and he is mine.

"Sounds like a plan." I say as I go up to kiss him. So it seems like Sarah is out of my life now. I feel a pit of anxiety in me for this very fact. She is unpredictable. She could be planning my death for fucks sake.

"You ready to go B?" He puts his hand on my shoulder to get me back into focus. His thumb rubbing the crease of my shoulder blade. We get in the car and I get really dizzy. Must be my concussion. As he is driving me home he puts his hand on my leg.

"Hey you don't look too good. Do you want me to pull over." He looks worried. I am too

"No I should be fine, probably the meds or my concussion." He finally pulls up to his house.

"I be right back okay?" he leans in and kisses me. I kiss back, putting my hand on the soft spot between his jawline and neck. I deepen the kiss and get a groan in return. He pulls away slowly, "Bren i'll be right back." he puts on this big smile. I can't help but to smile back. He returns with an all too thrilled Penny and Bogart.

"My babies!" I say in that typical dog talk. These dogs are my everything. Just like Dallon.

"Hey are you hungry? I can make you something, I am a great cook after all."

"I'm not hungry Dal, let's just get in bed babe."

I grab his hand and lead him into my bedroom. His slender fingers interlocked into mine.
I turn on the tv and start our new obsession of Doctor Who. Our cuddling was insane. It started off with my head on his shoulder, to our legs interlocking and making out. The kiss deepens when I put my hand on his neck. My tongue is at his bottom lip asking for entrance. Dallon parts his mouth letting me in. Doing so let a moan slip from his lips and a smile from mine. With our lips connected he slips on top on me, hands resting right above my shoulders on the bed. I take my hands and slowly go from his waist line up his shirt. Another moan, this one more timid yet willing. My hands are caressing his almost muscular stomach. His lips detach from mine and move down to my adam's apple. "Fuck" he gets a moan out of me too. I get an unfamiliar warm feeling in my chest. I move my hands down to the top of his pants and slip under. He gasps my name and buckles his hips. I feel a tightness go through out my whole body.

"Dallon i'm not feeling the best." He immediately gets off of me.

"What's wrong, was it me?" His eyes look shattered. He thinks it's him that did something. Maybe he was going to fast, even though I was the one in his pants.

"I don't -" I get a tickle in my throat and immediately cough. I feel something warm in my hand and look.

"Brendon what the fuck are you ok?!" he shouts. He is scared. Me too. I grab my stomach because the pain is unbarring. There goes my boner.

"Call," I hack up more blood "the ambulance." He runs to my dresser and grabs my phone. I fall over and begin to see and darkness. He runs over to me and holds my hand

"Brendon I swear to God you can't go to sleep. I'll never forgive myself." All I want to do is tell him it isn't his fault. "Brendon you can't leave me yet, not ever," the tears in his eyes, he holds me. My body is getting limped. "I love you Brendon Urie." Black. Once more I see you fading fast. All i'm thinking about if you, to tell you that it isn't your fault. I love you too Dallon Weekes.

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beep beep beep. I'm awake. I can hear my hear monitoring machine, yet can't gather the energy to open my eyes. I move my hand to touch my face. I can feel the oxygen tube up my nose.

"Brendon baby, are you waking up?" He sits on the edge of my bed and grabs my hand. I finally open my eyes and grab his hand back. The lights are bright but he is a sight worth seeing. "Baby I would have never forgiven myself if something happened to you. I love you so much."

"Dallon, I love you too, and your fine babe. I'm sure it wasn't you." He leans down to kiss my check. "You can actually kiss me." He leans in and kisses me slowly. He gets up to lay next to me, his head buried i'm my neck. Shortly after the doctor knocks on the door before entering.

"Hey Brendon, your awake! That's a really good sign," she trails off to look at the papers in her hand. "So it seems you were just in a car accident which explains a lot. You had some
internal bleeding, which caused the coughing up blood. With the consent of your," she looks back at the papers "fiancé, we did a surgery to fix all the complications." fiancé? I'm getting married? "When we sent you out two days ago we saw no detected bleeding. After 3 days of observation you can go home. Any questions?"

"Where was the bleeding happening?" and how long have I been out?" I look up at Dallon feeling so helpless. I fucking hate it. I don't want to be the helpless puppy.

"The bleeding came from a tear in one of your kidneys and you were admitted about two days ago." She looks hopeful, then again that is her job. " Anything else?" Both of us shake our heads. "Well, buzz that if you need a nurse." she walks out just like that. And just like that, I was stuck with the question on why I had a fiancé.

"So Dallon - "

"I can fully explain," he says with a big breath, "They wouldn't let me on the ambulance unless I was closer to you, and they needed some type of consent for the procedures."

"so you aren't my fiancé?" I spit out. The pain killers i'm on make the world and it's essence fuzzy.

"No baby, we aren't... Unless you wanna be?"

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