Well, I don't have class today. Justin thought I would need a day to myself. Smart guy my brother. My only regret is not doing that essay. It's work time. I pulled out some paper and a pencil and started writing. After 25 minutes all I had was, "hey I'm Jazmyn Bieber. I am 14, I love music, I use it to vent emotion. I also love learning." This stinks, I thought to myself. Justin walked in seconds later. "Hey," he said, "How are you doing right now?" He had concern etched in to his expression. I shrugged. "I'm okay I guess. This hate has to stop though." I looked at my phone, thinking. Snatching it from the table I went on Twitter. Here's what I said:
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And here are the comments :
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At least I have some supporters. I sighed. Seeing my post, Justin said, "Nice but uh what's with the picture?" I looked him dead in the eyes. I said, "You know damn well why I chose it. I'm sorry but I'm done." I walked in to my bathroom to wash my face, calm myself down. thirty minutes later I finally finished my homework. Justin thought for the purpose of the assignment, it was perfect.
*Later*
After Justin's concert earlier I was drained. Going on Snapchat I posted this :
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Sighing, I went up to the rooftop. I sat there, thinking. What if I'd just stayed home? What if I was better? What if I try to recover? Yes! I know what I got to do.
*Later*
I sat Justin down on the couch with me. I started by saying, "Justin I love you very much. More than I think I understand. I hope after I tell you what I have to tell you nothing will change." I stopped, gauging his reaction. His response? "Jaz what are you talking about? Do you want to go home?" He's confused. I can understand that. I answered, "No. I want to get better. I think I need to go to rehab or something." Silence fell over us.
Finally Justin responded. "I can understand that. How long we talking?" I sighed and said, "As long as it takes." He took a minute to take what I said in. At last he nodded. "OK. I'll try to find a place close to me. That way when I'm on break and you might be able to leave I can come get you." I looked at him. He's taking this hard, I thought. I hugged him, knowing I wouldn't see him again for a while.
a/n another chapter! Just so you all know from the 8th to the like 13th or 14th I won't be able to update as often. Sorry Luvs 😔 vacation
