*Still Justin's pov*
Last night was rough on all of us. Jaz just came back to us, we want answers that we aren't getting. It's a mess. I hope she's going to be alright (a/n pun intended lol carry on).
*later*
As we sat around the table having breakfast Jazmyn was quiet. Maybe too quiet. "Jaz?" I asked, "Are you alright?" She took a moment to collect herself then answered, "No. I am not 'alright' as you put it. I have spent so much of my time wondering if this thing called life is worth fighting for. I have come to the resolution of the fact that is worth fighting for if not for myself, for the ones I love." She took a second to breath.
Continuing, she said, "That's you guys. I may not be in the best spot right now but looking around this table at all of you, I see only sadness, worry, and compassion. You guys really do care, I just took awhile to really see that." At the end of that little speech Jaz actually smiled. Something was going through her head. Sensing my stare, she shook her head slowly. Leaving the room, she came back with her guitar.
Darling my hearts beating
Tell me the truth
Does this have some sort of meaning?
I'm trusting you
Nobody has seen my tears like you
My most vulnerable state of mind
What am I to do?
You have to know you saved my life
I'm taking a chance
Letting you in
I'll do this crazy dance
Show what I'm feelin'
Nobody has seen my tears like you
My most vulnerable state of mind
What am I to do?
You have to know you saved my life
I can't go on alone
I need you nearby
Can't be on my own
Don't wanna say goodbye
Nobody has seen my tears like you
My most vulnerable state of mind
What am I to do?
You have to know you saved my life
Got my brothers
Yeah, got my mama
And some others
Let's not forget my papa
Nobody has seen my tears like you
My most vulnerable state of mind
What am I to do?
You have to know you saved my life
Yeah, my family has me embraced
No need for the brave face
Not holding this weight alone anymore
Things can only be better than before~~~
*Jaz's pov*
I never wrote a song like this before but it seemed to convey what I needed to say. Just then I felt a hand take mine. Looking down, I saw Jaxon grasping my hand firmly. It was right then that I knew we'd be okay no matter the struggles.
*later that day*
I sat on the porch outside the front door. Today has been peaceful when compared to the last few months in all honesty. I decided to go on Twitter for a bit. Here's what I said:
@jazmynbieber: thnx to every1 who helped my family find me. I know I was stupid to run but at the time it felt like my only option. I now know my fam has my back no matter what. @jaxonbieber, @justinbieber, @jeremybieber, @alfredoflores, @pattiemalette, @chelseybieber and @JBcrewdotcom thank u for always being there for me. I can't image the impact my actions had on u guys and for that I apologize. we can only go nowhere but up from here. #family #thankyou #apologies
I instantly got likes and retweets and mentions. I really love my family.
a/n the last few chapters were difficult to write. I've been going thru a hard time myself. tho I won't go into detail, i'll say this: any1 who needs some1 to talk to or some1 to just listen know this: you are not alone. i'm here if any1 needs that person<3
