Everything »mfz and jvo (discontinued)

chapter 1

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"Everything"

i could see her, dreading the deep sleep she had been in for weeks. every day i would stop by and tell her about my day, every day she'd give me no response, every day i started loosing faith and hope.. things were getting better, everything seemed so perfect, nothing was falling apart.

she wasn't going to wake up was she? if she was would she ever forgive me?

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•shame•
john's pov

*alarm clock rings*

"good morning world." it was a normal day, like any other day and i did my usual things. quickly got up and got ready for school. i heard a faint knock on my door and a familiar voice spoke out. "hey J , can I come in?"she asked peeking throught the open door.

"mhm" i say allowing her to walk in while i sat up. "ok so whats up?" I questioned looking making eye contact with her, she seemed uncomfortable this morning and now i guess i would know why. lauren is my twin sister, i'm older by three whole minutes but sometimes i think she can be more mature than i will ever be so this is unlike her.

"i was thinking we could you know, walk with the Ziegler to school today? i know you and kenzie haven't talked recently but please?" she bites her nails nervously. "course we can , why would you ask haha , let's go" i snap back and she stares at me with no emotion.

"oh but I thought-"

"don't worry, let's go." i sighed interrupting as we both grab our stuff and get ready to leave the house.

mack's pov

i had just woken up. another day in hell . I decide to invite hayden along to out walk because me and johnny leads to awkwardness sometimes. we haven't talked a lot recently but i have a feeling that i know how to pick things up once more.

"hey mads, li'm going with lauren so i won't need you to take me. see you later" i say. maddie is my sister, older than me by three years and she's in college but she doesn't live there. apparently she'd rather stay here with us but i'm 100% sure that she'll leave sooner or later

"i'll come pick you up later " she said walking into the living room with a bowl full of cereal. as i walk out the house, i spot lauren and johnny walking towards me, i exchange "hi's" and "how are you's" and then quickly hug lauren. john on the other hand ignored me and, i was used to it now. since it's happened more than once.

"let's go or we'll be late" lauren yelled , hurrying us to the point where she began to walk ahead.

"um wait! " i hesitate and they both look at me. "hayden said he'd come with us too.." i begin "can we wait a little bit longer? if that's okay?" i say looking down at my worn out adidas shoes

"no need for that" he runs in, out of breath and i smile lightly. "hi" i giggle giving him a hug. he smiles and hugs back.

john's pov

had to be him didn't it? can't we have one day, one day where he's just not there?

"lets go" kenz shakes her head giving me a little glimpse. i glance over at hayden and he does the same to me walking away with her. me and Lauren exchange looks and follow them.

at school

annie comes with her friends and says hi to kenz, she pulls her into a big hug and then lauren and the girls decide to catch up. gossip I'm guessing. that meant that i was alone with hayden. he looks over at the girls and bites his lip

"she's so cute" he rants but I wasn't listening to half of what he was saying, i was too focused on my own thoughts

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i don't mean to sound cliche, no i don't but this story i'm telling will be like no other. i don't think you'll ever forgive me for what I had done. i should've just done something! now i'm sitting here losing all the hope left in me. she won't move, she'll only breathe with the help. life was much better when we were kids, but even then, i did exactly what i did

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"kenzie?" i finally questioned. he looked at me in a weird way and let out a sigh. "you weren't listening were you" he asks and i just shrugged at this point.

"anyways. no, i was talking about annie. but i guess her too" he laughed giving me a smirk and hesitating massively before saying yes. i stayed silent for a while and then he started up again.

"we're scheduled to be recording a song together soon"

"it sure won't beat day and night" i laugh. i noticed that if you've watched the Day and Night video you'd know that hayden was in it, he didn't look too happy.. "we'll see about that " he laughs and slaps my back

"john i need to talk to you" the brunnett says running up to me, it clearly surprised me. the first time in months since we've spoken. she grabs my hand and holds the strap of her backpack with her other hand pulling me away from where we just were. "so whats up?" i wondered while observing the sight in front of me.

"so i'll cut straight to the point. i want to record a new song with you"

song? seriously? i froze there for a little while and got frustrated rapidly

"because hayden's doing one?" i blurt kinda annoyed. ".." she stays silent and looks down before continuing. "i thought you'd actually want to speak to me again for reasonable reasons." i mumble quitely highly irritated.

"maybe but that's not the point. i like your writing" she speaks attempting to convience me but she's able to anyways. "thanks. i could write another one i guess" i suggest slightly annoyed but with her

"thank you! life saver, i owe you one". "eh no big deal" i respond. writing's hard as it is, how am i going to write a song that fast and for the person who's not in very good terms with me? talk about using people..

"see you around john" she smiles walking away towards her boyfriend. she was jealous and i was astonished. so it hit me, i should talk to her and tell her the truth about that day.

"kenzie wait!" i shout with no chance in succeeding, she was already gone. things would be different if i had just got my head out of my ass. one thing's for sure : she wouldn't be laying here right now.

i hope you enjoy this story!

started: July 2nd 2017

finished: tbd