Everything »mfz and jvo (discontinued)

chapter 9

•twinkle toes•
mack's pov 

edited

"twinkle toes." i repeated after him, trailing back in my own thoughts.

"a scary, but very sweet man came to me one day and told me: 'you best look after my twinkle toes or else, i see the way you look at her' i was a little toddler when he told me, and i didn't know what he was talking about. he eventually told me that i'd know what he was talking about, later in life" he explains and we both burst a small giggle and i stop and look at him. my dad knew all along, that me and johnny might have been meant to be, without sounding cringy and all. we had such an amazing friendship, but we just grew apart...

"i miss him you know, he should be here , with me , with us." i say, letting out a small sigh

"hey." he said taking my hand, "don't constantly mourn people that are gone, celebrate because they made a part of your life and will always have a part of your heart" he says, quietly smiling and i thank him. it's been a few years since my dad passed but i still miss him every single day and i always wish he was here.

"i gotta go.. text me if you need anything , literally," johnny informs me and i nod quietly, "your mom and maddie will be here soon." we exchange a hug and he went off , as i sat quietly on the bed and drifted off into tedious thought awaiting the time i get to go home.

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it's been a long week and since i broke up with hayden, i haven't even spoken to any of my friends. call me a bad friend, i'll allow you, i just like going solo sometimes if you understand. i go into whatsapp where our girl group has more than 1000+ messages.

group chat: girl meets world 🤘💘

lauren o.🥥: does anyone have any news on mackenzie, she hasn't opened my texts or responded my calls for weeks.

lexi j.💄: no, not even a little hey like she usually does.

annie🦋: we haven't been talking but i haven't seen her either

brynny🧚🏻‍♀️: me neither but remove her from the chat real quick

you were removed by lauren o.🥥

you are no longer a participant of this group

well then. i didn't expect that at all. i know i haven't been a good friend to them, but them doing that just proves how low they can get. hmph. i need to apologise to them whenever i get the chance to next be in school. 

time skip

the day of judgement has arrived, and i'm finally getting out of here. it feels like it's been so long when it's only been 5 days. i was greeted by mom and maddie. they both came back with the doctor and my mom gave me the signal to stand , so that we could go. i got up the bed with my bandaged arm practically cheering . we all thank the doctor and head out the main glass double doors where my mom's car was parked. she technically hasn't spoken fully to me since i woke up. she just asks if i need anything and then leaves the room..

"hey kenz can we talk?" the brunette beside me asked, as we both buckled our seatbelts and sat there. "yeah sure, whats up..?" i reply looking away from her. she slowly moves my face to face her and looks at me. "i've been so worried about you, i don't know why you would ever do that again after all you've been through but kenz.." she slowly sighs as she prepares to fully continue her sentence , "if you needed help, why didn't you call for me kenz?" she spoke , tearing up with every word she let out of her mouth.

"i'm sorry, it's just that sometimes you gotta do what you gotta do and i didn't even think about what i was doing and i-" i tried to rant but she stopped me with the biggest, longest hug in the world. we both cried it out and just hugged each other. it was nice. it was nice to know that i had someone , and that reassurance felt nice right now.

she stopped the hug and put her arm around my shoulder, as i let my head rest on her shoulder. i loved my sister, she was my safe haven, it was just upsetting that  she was almost never around..

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we finally got home and i just couldn't wait to step into my room and throw myself into my duvet covers and just sleep and sleep and sleep. i sprinted up my glassy stairwell and threw back my bedroom door opening it at full force. as soon as i did that i jumped back scaring the shit out of myself with a blond girl who was screaming at full volume

"shut the front door, no fucking way!" i exclaimed running into her arms and squeezing every bit of energy im sure she had in her. 

"i missed you so much" 

A/n: 

Quote of the day: "Start each day with a graceful heart"