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chapter 14-Disapointed me

She brings the water back and I take it all down in a gulp, I stare at her intensely and she decides to say something

"S-so what did you want to talk about" she spluttered , I could hear the shakiness in her voice

"I um came to-" My words were stopped by a sharp pain stabing me in the head, I squint my eyes and rub them shaking my head.

"I mean I-" there it was again but this time I was getting dizzier and dizzier until I felt myself on the floor unconcious

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KENZIE'S POV

I look over at my phone while sitting myself on the swing , it's midnight.. and he still hasn't showed up. I knew it I just did! Why did I even give him a chance? But something tells me I could wait just a little bit longer.. maybe I'll text him

me: john are you coming to our spot ?

SENT AT 12:42AM

I stand myself up and shake my head

"He's not coming" I say to myself, there's no point in sheding a single tear over him anymore there just isn't

I walk home and dred tomorrow, it's the first day I'm going back to school..

*NEXT DAY AT SCHOOL*

I breathed in and out before walking out through the school doors, everyone was looking at me and whispering things to each other. YEA I HAVEN'T BEEN IN FOR TWO WEEKS GET OVER IT.

I rush towards my locker not making eye contact with anyone and then put my books in my locker. I sigh to myself and look at the doors when Sophia and Johnny burst in hand in hand struttin down the corridor, jaws were dropping , girls were dreading , boys were eye balling and I stood there.

"Johnny?" I call out but he walks past me , letting this cold breeze pass right in front of me.. What the heck was that?! First he says he wants to be with me and then he doesn't even speak to me. I was then interrupted buy the bell , hmph I've got History right next to John. Great.

I sit down on my seat and take my things out, I spotted Johnny talking to Mr Matthews and he keeps repeating the word no, Johnny then points to the empty seat next to Sophia but sir still says no. John rolls his eyes and makes his way on the empty seat next to me.

"Johnny did you not get my texts?" I ask but he ignores me. I didn't want to look into his eyes because I know I'd break down.. he's all I think about but he's being a jerk

"What the frik is wrong with you? I didn't do anything to you at all" I whisper and he looks at me in the eye with a look that said 'i can't'. I look at him closely and notice that he's got bags under his eyes and the spark's gone again, he's got scratches and bruises along side his hands and his wrist which I could see because of his hoodie sleeve which was slightly up.

He points to his phone and signals me to text him without Mr Matthews noticing, so I do

me: bruises ? scratches ? you didn't show up either..

He looks at me and sighs replying to it

john: sophia's cat.

A cat?! I don't think a cat could do that much. He's definately lying to me..

me: . what's with the grand entrance 10 mins ago?

john: well me and soph are dating so we might as well act like it

He locks his phone and I stare at him for a while, i-i thought he said he was breaking up with her.

me: you didn't break up? are we still on for today?

He's phone vibrates but he doesn't view the text yet, I look at my self and wonder, how is she any better than me? what does she have that I don't? h-he'll never call me his, i-i'll never be his.. I put my head down on the table and try not tear down , truth is i'm as good as broken inside, my phone vibrates once more and i look at it trying not to drop or just break down into tears

john: Look. this whatever we had is over. sorry if i led you on I honestly didnt mean to I don't need you to forgive me its all good.

I had to read that at least 10 times to know that it said what it said.. I grab my bag and run out the room leaving my note and text book on the table alongside my pencil case I didn't care I didn't want to look back, and i wasn't going to.

"MACKENZIE"

Tears start flodding down my face but this time there were less, not as many as the first time, I just think I start caring less everytime he hurts me.. I see how he felt now I really do

As I was running down the corridor putting myself together both visually and mentally I bump into someone

"Oh my i-im sorry" I say cleaning my tears

"It's fine are you ok?" he smiles and helps me up , I smile back and introduce myself

"I'm Mackenzie, Kenz for short" I say getting up and shaking myself up keeping my head down

"I'm Brandon, nothing for short i guess" he chuckles and it made me smile for once today, I smilled I really did.

A/N: oof ok don't kill me I didn't tell you what Soph did on purpose it'll come sooooonnnn:)

I heard this song and JUST HAD TO PUT IT ON HERE it might not relate in all parts but in some it does :)

qotd: "Not all who wonder are lost"