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chapter 12-It's not that easy

me: i-um can i meet you ? today?

unknow: why should i even show up.

me: because i have all the right to ask that from you and you know what i mean.

unknow: .. fine. where?

me: down by the park at 11am

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This time I'll pick the right girl.

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John's POV

I've never been this nervous in my life to meet someone, it isn't just someone I guess but I don't know.

I slip on a pair of jeans , my favourite hoodie and my black cap and race out the door to find myself bumping onto Lexi Jayde on the way.

"Oh hi Lexi" i said trying to hint her that I'm in a hurry

"Hey John , heard from kenz?" she says sounding hurt

"Uh.. n-no" I denied

"well ok , i think Brynn and Lauren went over to her house yesterday anyways whatever I gotta go, see ya around" she sighed and walked away

I wanted to tell her the truth I swear but if Kenz hasn't spoken to her then why should I say anything. It's not my place to Blab on about things that don't concern me.

I shrug it off and speed walk to the park where I sat down on the swings waiting for her to arrive, it was quiet right now since everyone's at school where I should be but I begged my mom to call the school and say I'm sick, so ya I basically snuck out :)

Just as I was drowning in my own messed up thoughts, a brunnette with slight blond highlights walking towards me in a hurry. She was wearing my hoodie and plain black leggings, her hair stuck out of the hoodie and her eyes constantly looked from right to left, left to right. She sat besides me on the other swing and waited for me to start talking.

"I'm so glad you ca-" I exclaimed but was interrupted by her sudden response

"I can't stay for too long Johnny, what do you want" she snaps at me

"I want to explain why I didn't know that it was your number Kenz" I gulped

"It's KENZIE to you" she muttered lowdly leaving me confused

"um ok? KenZIE can i explain now or not"

"I'm listening" she rolled her eyes then lightly tapped the swing to sway softly

"Remember that day I caught you , you know" I confessed and showed her what I meant , she looks down and then nods

"Well I was mad at you for doing it , I know i shouldn't have deleted your number because it was stupid and it was a little thing"

"Ok is that it?" she responded harshly, I stay silent for a bit then argued back

"What is your problem seriously?!" I snapped

"What are you on abo-" she starts but I interrupt her

"ITS LIKE YOU WANT TO PUSH EVERYONE AWAY FROM YOU EVEN THE PEOPLE THAT LOVE YOU THE MOST" I yell back interrupting

She stays silent and still staring at the ground trying not to break into tears, how do I know? I could see it she's plain like that.

"YEA GO AHEAD STAY SILENT thats what your best at isn't it" I fumed , I went too far maybe I don't even know maybe ok yea I did..

She gets up and starts walking away but I grab her by the wrist making her squint. Blood starts dripping and staining the bottom of my hoodie, I look at her in confusion and she back at me in pain, more blood drips down but I let go before it gets worse.

"No can't be NOT AGAIN no" I bleated and tried to stay calm but I couldn't I just couldn't

"J-John I can expl-" she stutters

"THERES NOTHING TO EXPLAIN , YOU DID IT AGAIN" she looks at me with what seemed like fear

" BUT I-"

"BUT NOTHING. i-i thought , i thought you wouldn't again" I calm myself and sit back down on the swing looking at the blood on the floor

"It's not that easy" she sniffed and sat down again

"I'm sorry, I honestly feel like a dick"

"You are one" she smiles softly and I immediately pull her into a hug, she hugs me back and i pull away. We stare at each other's eyes and I then stare at her lips.

I've got this sudden urge to kiss her so bad and I know she does too. I lean in and she does the same with hesitation.

closer

Closer

CLOSER

and we kissed, her lips were softer than fur itself, they tasted like chocolate ice cream and just the thought of that made me giggle to myself.

Our lips moved in perfect sync, it was amazing , I felt fireworks something I didn't feel when I kissed Sophia, this was special , this was our moment and I was loving it.

A/N: HI HI HI

so sorry for late upload XD, I've a LOT of homework nearly everyday so yaaaa

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